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"Silence,another sign of my pain"
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I was walking through the school halls with a pissed off expression. I glared at everything i saw, including the floors, lockers, students and whoever it is, you name it
Then, Jeni the witch arrived
Oh great
I sent her a hard and icy look as fire forms my eyes, my fist ready to punch as my knuckles turn white. The only thing i saw was the color red
"Hey nerd"she said i ignored her and kept walking
Wait, im not a ducking nerd.
"Did you just ignore me? " she said angrily, i rolled my eyes and just continued walking then a thought popped out in my head
I want to play with her alittle more
"So what? What if i ignored you? Does it mean that much to be ignored by me? And fyi, i am not a nerd , i am just smarter than you"i said and gave off a small smirk, well im not smart but... You get the point
I kept walking and heard her run and scream
"You bitch.. " she says while she pulls my arm to look at her, her other arm up in the air, about to slap me. And there a loud smack was heard as her hand met my cheek
I look at her, emotionless. I felt nothing, i guess being numb isnt so bad afterall
She looks at me with a hard look, i look at my surorundings to see every student who passed looking at us. I guess the slap was that hard that it made a sound and attracted these people to look
I sigh as i walk away from her. I had enough of her bullshit
I sat on my chair and saw writings on my table. I read each one of them and sighed
Im so excited to end my life...
Then the english teacher came and teached our lesson
I continued my thoughts, not caring as the teacher writes on the board and talks with that annoying voice i hear everyday when i enter school, its kinda boring and hearing the same voice speaking with no interest at all whilst teaching a class makes me drowsy.
Ive been thinking for a while now and finally made a decision
6:00pm
Sunday
Prom
My Bithday Its a monday today. Since i have a few days left, i should atleast make the best of it, ive been feeling like a waste of space, and i want to end that voice in my head telling me that im not worth it.
I know, it doesnt have to remind me everyday
And yes. Im ending my life in my Birthday. Cause, why not die on the day of your birth when no one cared about your existence in the first place. I was thinking hard in silence, i place my arms on the table as i rest my chin on them with my eyes close
I was thinking too hard about the future, when i die. Would God accept me in heaven?
(Ofcourse ❤️)
Everyhting around me was silent as i was in my own little world. Silence
Silence
Another sign of my pain
"Ehem... Ms y/n , since you have been lost in thoughts , how about you give me a sentence using interjections? " The English teacher cut me off of my thoughts before it got any darker
I stayed quiet and questioned myself. What are interjections?
I stayed silent, not knowing what to do or say. I bit my lip whilst still standing, my hands clapsed together behind me as i fiddled my fingers
"Detention" she says as she gestures me to sit back down, detention...
The place where 7 Shitheads and 3 hoes would always be in
Wont this be fun
Yoongi POV
We were on our lunch table doing the same thing like everyday
Jungkook teasing Jimins height
Jin telling jokes to no one in particular
Jhope screaming like the idiot he is
And Namjoon teaching V english
While i try my best to sleep from all this noise
"Yoongi Hyung, is it true~" Hoseok suddenly asked me, annoyingly poking my arm that was rested on the table, i looked at him making sure to look annoyed as possible
"You've dated every girl in this campus? " he says as Namjoon smirks in the background, i gave him a deathly glare as his smug smirk only widens
"Even y/n? " he asked as i saw from the corner of my eyes that the maknae's and Jin was choking on air. I as well choked, but in my mind. I didnt know what to say, as i stayed silent until my mouth formed a mind of its own
"Well i could but shes such an easy target" i said and smirked, i faltered my smile as soon as i realized what ive said
"I dare you.... "
