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"Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go :("
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Dang it I miss X :'< 💜rip
Your POV
They weren't getting grocerys, I knew it for sure. Why would they when we did grocerys just 2 days ago
Its getting suspicious, they're up to something, but it really doesn't involve me, so I didn't really think much of it. I lie on my bed, flat on my back as my mind wanders around things, I sighed. It's so boring
So I took my phone as I started exploring my gallery. I look at the first batch of pictures which seemed to be all food, but also contained one person lurking in each beside myself. Min Yoongi
Wait, we had pictures?. That's not really the point
I saw more random shots of me on my phone which I've never seen, knowing who took these, I let out a deep sigh. I suddenly felt hot tears trickle down from my eye. It feels like my heart just got punched and left alone. Why does it still hurt so much
Why does it affect me so much?
I want to forget, but it seems so hard to. I stared at a picture of me and Yoongi, my tear falls down on my screen
Incoming call
Min Yoongi
Answer Decline
The notification started to pop out. And just as I said I was going to move on
What does he want now? My mind was debating between answering it to show that I wasn't affected at all. Or not answer it just to be a bitch
Urgh, whatever
I sniff and fix my voice before accepting the call. "Hello"My voice comes out hoarse and cracked. Oh fuck, what the shit.
"A-are you crying" He stutters softly, and for some reason, his voice was all it took to bring the same flutter back on my heart making my stomach do a somersault. "No? What do you want" I say as firm as possible to hide the fact that I've been sobbing because of him. There was a quick silence before he speaks again
"Come see me off
Please?"
He says desperately obvious from his voice, and that made me shock. I wasn't suprised about the fact that he was going to leave, cause I obviously know that. But the fact that it was today.
"Are you crazy... " I say softly, my tears fell freely as I brought my head down sobbing. The other line has gone silent
"Y/n... "His voice starts cracking as he stammers "I just want to see you, before I go... " his deep but gentle voice felt so relieving and satisfying from my ears that it brought me to more tears. I stayed silent unable to speak, where did he get the courage to even tell this to me now?
"This is going to be my last goodbye to you Min Yoongi... "
I take a deep breath before I heard sniffs coming from the phone, my heart was heavy as my mind was blank before I said the words
"Sayonara.... "(no, mae ni let go...i fuken ruined it but who carEs)
Immediately ending the call I put my phone lightly and slowly back to my bed, Im not those kinds of people who freak out and throw my phone cause Im a responsible person. (I ruined it again oh fuk)
I sobbed quietly on my bed, my head falling back down on the bed. For some reason I started grabbing the bed sheets with my fist and started messing it around like a mental person, I was freaking out
Voices where screaming in my head as I grab my hair and sob, my hair has gon messy but i couldnt care less
I was mental
"MIN YOONGI"
(Bold-Yoongi, italics-you. I just wanted to make it dramatic)
I slowly put my phone down once the beep at the end of the call starts. I look up back to the mirror to see my tear streaken face, bringing my hand up to my face to take the tears away making way for more tears "be a man"
I ran out of the room as quickly as I can still in my pajyamas, I couldnt even care less. I ran from the streets to the way to the airport since it was close by,I ran with all my tears inside me repeating the same words over and over again,the name of one specific person. The sign says that the airport was 10km away. I can make it i can make it i can make it
"Bro, its time" Hoseok comes in the bathroom with a sad smile startling me, I look at him plainly as I fast walk to him for a hug. "Dont you dare fucking forget me" I say to him with a glare, he shivers then chuckles as I give a small smile "I'll be missing you..." He whines,I pat his back as we walk back to the other guys
Ive reached a road as the stoplight shows the color green allowing the cars to cross,I was waiting impatiently with other people. Checking the time I was losing hope. I slowly lean back to the pole, deppresingly staring at the road, Im sorry..... I brought my head down
"Dont forget us" Namjoon says while we group hug "how could I ever?" I say with a smirk
A little girl suddenly drops her ball as it bounces at the middle of the road, she starts chasing after it
I start to step in the immigration, hoping y/n would actually come as I wait, halting with my head held down
I ran for the girl, taking her ball and pushing her back to her worried mom who pulled her back
Who am I even kidding... Why do I even think she'll come back for me
I was too late, as the ball comes off my hands with me being met with the ground
I turn back as I face Jin, giving him a small smile
"Take care of Y/n for me please.. "
The End
Im just kidding I aint ending this fuckery here
So yesh, I have come to feed you again
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Bai!
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