"Y/n" the same voice that has been calling me repeats my name to gain my attention
But i stayed in my position, holding my fathers weak hand, staring at him, and hoping, ignoring the calls of my name at my back
"Y/n... It's gonna be ok" Yoongi says, my grip on my father hand tighten as my eyes darken, i turn to look at him
"Lies... " i say with the coldest voice i can let out, he was taken aback, but i couldnt care less about how he felt right now
"You liar... Youre only saying that to make me feel better" i continue as i look at my father, laying pale on the bed
"Guess what... " i exclaim, he stays silent as i hug my fathers arm
"It wont work with me... Ive been told lies since i was born, i know what its like"
I look at him as he remains frozen on his chair, looking at the floor, i stare at him with an expressionless look, hiding every emotion in me for anyone not to see
Then, he stood up and walked towards me, i ignored his presence behind me as i turn back to look at my father, but when i felt him close, i was pulled to him and was caught off guard as he held me in his arms, he brought my face to his chest on a comfortable position as he hugged me, i didnt hug back
But as he hugs me, i felt butterflies on my stomach and heat from my cheeks,
Stop it
I dont want to fall for you again...
"Go away.... "
I mumbled enough for him to hear, but he only hugged me tighter, i felt tears welling up my eyes
No,
Dont cry,
Go away,
Please....
I wanted to say those words aloud but i cant bring myself to, his warm hug was distracting me, why cant he just go away from my life
Cant he understand?
"Are you ok?" He asks me, i froze. I was unable to answer as thoughts were going all over my mind
He just asked me if i was ok
It was the first time anyone has ever told me such beautiful words, and i am really grateful, i stayed quiet
Unable to answer, i could only sob, tears fall of my eyes one by one, i felt him stiffen, he let go from the hug to look at me
My eyes were wet as he stared at me straight at the eye with caring eyes
He wiped the tears off with his thumb as he smiles
"Dont cry... " he says as he kisses my forehead, i froze once again as his soft lips came in contact with my forehead
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(GiNagAWamUe 😵❤)
"Why... " i splatted out, as i continue looking at the ground, he suddenly held my chin up to face him as he had an emotionless expression on his face, i couldnt tell what he was feeling...
"Because i dont want to see the girl i love crying"
He exclaims, his hard gaze locked with my tired eyes, my heart was beating so fast as my stomach was doing somersaults
But then, what happened at prom flies through my head, my eyes darken as my heart stops
I was almost once again fooled by this man
He notices my dark aura as he squints his eyes, worry plastered on his face as he studies mine intently to find any emotion but fails as i hide them, far away, never to be seen
I slapped his hand away my chin in which he looks at me with a confused expression, i once again returned to my position which is sitting on the chair beside my father
"W-whats wrong?" He stutters out, still standing with a perplexed expression as i feel a strong gaze burning holes on my back
I look at him. Hiding all emotions as far away as possible as i give him a sickly sweet smile
"You really are a good liar aren't you"
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EY wAtDaPak Im ALiVe
So YeaH, sorry foR SuCh LaTe UpDaTes aNd thAnku foR The NevErEnDiNg suPpoRt oF mEH rEadErs
LoL, if i still haVe AnY
This iS SuCh a ShoRt CHapTer AnD i AinT ProUd, aTleaSt i UpdaTeD thO, eVeN WheN I AM LaZy
