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"I really want to be happy, but theres something screaming inside me, telling me i dont deserve it"
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Your POV
After he told me the story, it turned silent. No one dared to speak, he was staring at the steering wheel attempting to say something but would close right after, his mouth bobbing like a fish
Whilst i stare out the window infront of me,flabbergasted. Processing everything that ive just found out, everything was escalating too quick, to quick for me and its hurting my small head.
Later on, a ringtone echoed in the silent car, Yoongi's phone beamed open to a call from Jimin
He takes it and swipes the phone answering the call
"Yes... "He states out weekly, Not giving me a glance, he took the phone away from his ear as he hands out the phone to me
I slowly take the phone and place it near my ear, waiting for an answer
"Y/n.... " Jimins voice trailed from the call, his voice was sad and he was scaring me
"Your Father woke up and.... " i cut him off as i immediately ended the call, i turn my dark gaze to Yoongi as he looks at me confuse
"What happened-"
"Drive to the hospital, now"
He obeyed as we drove off
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"Y/n.... " Jungkook confronted me once i slammed the door open to my fathers ward
I shoved him away immediately running to the bed where my father rested, the beeping monitor which once had curvy lines, now had a painful and irritating sharp noise as a thin line takes over the monitor.
I could only stare, as doctors try their hardest to keep him alive.
I couldnt take it, i couldnt bring myself to stay and watch my father die infront of me, i ran outside the ward sitting at the benches beside the room. I stare at the floor wide-eyed attempting to stop the tears from falling
How could this happen
How could this happen to me
What have i ever done?
A piece of paper blocks my view as i flinch, surprised. I look up at the person beside me to see Jin, smiling sadly
"Dad wrote this before he closed his eyes again" he said pointing at the peice of paper with my name written at the front that was on my lap
I look at him again to see tears freely falling, i rubbed my eyes to feel my wet eyes, not aware that i already started tearing up
Jin brought his arms to hug me tightly before standing up and entering the ward once again
I held the piece of paper, hesitating to open and read it
Woman up Y/n, just open it
I thought, but i was too afraid to read what my father had to say. Finally, i had tje courage to open, and so i did
