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"If life is as colorful as you claim it is, then i guess im color blind"
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Your POV
"What are you doing" a voice suddenly calls, i shockingly stumbled on the floor as i wipe off the small tears that came out my eyes
I look at the direction of the voice to see Yoongi
I watch him as he nears me, sitting beside me, his bangs slightly covering his eyes, watching my every move, whilst i shuffle around uncomfortable at the current closeness he is at me right now
"Discovering nunya" i say hoping he'd back away in which he did, slightly confused, his eyes asking me what the hell i was saying
"Nunya Business" i say as i lean my back at the wall, looking at the barrier thats blocking half of the view of the edge of this rooftop
This hospital is safer than i thought it was, well safer than my school. Yet its such a pity
I look at the side yoongi was to meet his eyes a si caught him watching me, i sigh as i stand up and walk to the edge, placing my arms on the railings, separating me from the empty space and fall to freedom
I
felt yoongi's presence beside me as he copies my movements, i look at him taken aback, trying to find out what hes trying to do in his little head of his.
I shrug the thought off as i look back at the clouds that was starting to turn grey, but the sun still shining up. Silence takes over.
"Tell me what you see"He breaks the silence as he focuses on the view infront of us, i look at him slight confused and annoyed at how he broke the comfortable silence. But answered anyway
"Black, white, gray...." i say as i pull my hair back with my right hand reffering to the gray clouds coveribg the sky. he looks at me as i look at him at the same time, he looked kinda worried and expectant of my answer as i shrug
"You look to much at the dark side, why not brighten up a little bit and find the beautiful colors of life" he smiles in which i reply with a dead look
Colorful, whats so colorful about the world?
I thought as i look around the area which were filled with people in the urge of death and people with little sicknesses, walking weakly from in and out of the hospital
"If life is as colorful as you claim it is.... Then i guess im color blind"
I say, looking back at the view as i heard a sigh come out of his mouth, but then...
I took out the letter from my father out of my pocket as i read the last sentence
Learn how to Love yourself
I was very confused, what does he mean? And first of all, how could he know i was deppressed? But i personally think it was very obvious so i see no poiny in questioning it
As the thoughts filled my head, a sudden wind breezed very hard, i was unaware of the cold breeze as my eyes widened and the paper slipped off my fingers, following the breeze as it falls down the little fountain at the entrance of the hospital
I was paralyzed, shocked. I didnt know what to do, this happened to fast and it was too much. Finally i held the railing tight watching the piece of paper from afar as it slowly soaks down with tears brimming my eyes and my eyes still widened in shock
"I'll get it... " he suddenly places his foot ontop of the railing as i watch him, i slowly realized the situation as i held him and attempted to pull him awat
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING, DONT JUMP" I scream at the top of my lungs as tears were brimming off my eyes
I couldnt handle to lose another loved one
I couldnt
"This is the fastest route, i have to. " he says ready to jump as i pull him again.
"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS" i say as the tears have already fallen, his eyes soften a she looks at me, cupping my face with his warm hands
"Because i love you" and then, he plants a peck on my lips as the softness tingles
I was too flabbergasted and shocked that i didnt notice he already jumped as he perfectly lands the roof coverung the entrance, and there he jumps again as i scream my heart out with my tears under the sunrise
"YOONGI!!!!!!! "
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IDOL IS OUT AND IM LIKE
You cant stop me for lovin myself~
I DONY EVEN KNOW IF IMS AYING THE RYT LYRICS, I MEAN MY REPLAY BUTTON IS BROKEN FOR PLAYING IT TOO MUCH AND YET I CANT MEMORIZE IT :')))
BUT ANYWAYSSSSS
HOPE U ENJOYED THIS CHAPTERRR
THIS WAS ACTUALLY INSPIRED BY AN ANIME SO I GUESS IF YOURE NA OTAKU YOUD PROBABLY? ¿ KNOW
I was gonna update this like at friday but the internet is rigged so ye,probably gettin some decen internet at sept.1 so more updates
Well when im not lazy,I will
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