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"There are two types of pain in this world. One that hurts you, and one that changes you"
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Your POV
It was lunch time as i went to my locker to return my heavy books that i finished for today
i reach my locker, unlock the code and take out the padlock
But before i open my locker i expect something to happen cause theres not a day that Slug wouldnt put something on my locker. so i sighed before slowly opening it only to be met by white soy milk as it came in contact with my face and uniform, Garbage falling out of my locker. Ive always wondered how they knew the code of my locker. But thats not he point
I shivered as the soy milk start dripping down to my already cold body
I just chuckled and took all the garbage while everyone was laughing. Now i know why these hoe's where surrounding me
I saw yoongi and his gang constantly looking at me with demonic grins on their faces
But four people werent.
Jin. The kindest of them all, he was like a mother with good looks and an incredibly big ego
Jungkook and Jimin, the 2 innocent angels who like to bicker and secretly take care of me, but i cant get myself to trust them...
Then the other one
He had his head hung low a frown on his face and guilt in his eyes
Kim Taehyung...
My -Ex- Crush...
He knew i had a crush on him before
Because of my so called friends, the ones i loved and trusted the most. They backstabbed me and spreaded it through the whole campus
The bullying only multiplied because of this 'secret'. I mean, how could a perfect guy like him like me back. Just look at me
Pathetic
I looked at him lifelessly, all emotions hidden and locked away forever. as soon as we locked eyes, i broke the eye contact first as i ran through the hallways of laughing and gossiping students to the bathroom
I threw the trash on the trashcan and went to the sink to wash my hands and face. I looked at the mirror only to see a broken, ugly, pathetic girl
Me
"Why do i even exist in this cruel world"i mumble to myself while looking at the mirror, turning my head from time to time,judging my face as i look deep into my own eyes from the mirror.
How do i still exist in this world
A world where you were judged by looks and power, a world where people hide in masks just to fit in and get respect from others to hide their raw ang ugly self, a broken world with broken people,a dangerous world where you want to leave and fly up as the angel you always were and go home.
Ive felt numerous kinds of pain.
But in this world,
There are two types of pain. One that hurts you, and one that changes you
And these i have all experienced
As I exit the bathroom. I saw Jimin right infront of me
"Need a hug?" He said with caring eyes. Jimin along with Jin and Jungkook were the sweetest of all of them. Everytime i come out of the bathroom after cleaning out the things on my locker one of them would ask if i needed a hug everyday, they never wanted to bully me they say. But i didnt believe it. So to prove it, they do this
I kindly decline, but before i could walk away, he hugged me like a kid
He let go as he smiled, i faked a smile and he ran away
I sighed. How i wish i could just get myself to trust them
But trust is not easily obtained when it comes to me. I dont think i could trust anybody anymore.
Ignoring my thoughts i walk away with my head hung low exhausted and not aware of my surroundings
I hissed as i trip on someones foot and landed on my butt on who knows how
I look up and saw Jeni. The schools queenka, the girl who thinks she could have anything she wants
T-taehyungs girlfriend...
Great. Now i stutter in my thoughts too
She look at me in disgust and annoyance as i do the same to her, not yet standing up from the pain im feeling on my butt.
Its tiring and disgusting looking at her face so i stood up, about to walk out, but as i walk i felt a hand squeeze my freshly cutted wrist from yesterday, in which i stop at my tracks as the hand yanks me back roughly
"Hey!" She says whilst throwing me at the lockers as my back gets in contacts with the rough and hard surface of the metal lockers
But i didnt felt anything
My body is so numb that i cant even feel any stinging pain occuring on my wrist or any part of my body. As i look at her slightly annoyed, She smirked
"You think you can just get away from tripping on my foot"she says as she steps on my foot with her shoes as she grips my collar
I look at my foot then at her with my arms on my jacket pocket as i stare at her in disbelief
"Whats so important about your foot?" I say smirking back, she got more and more furious as i feel her grip tighten at my collar, her eyes were on fire. Suddenly, an evil creepy smirk makes its way on her mouth
"I guess your getting your treatment early... "
