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"Time doesnt heal anything. It just teaches us how to live with the pain"
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Your POv
I was pulled in the bathroom by Jeni and her friends already knowing what is coming of me
Jeni's friends -more like slaves for her whole highschool life- pushed me on the floor, hard. I slightly yelped at the impact at my back. They smirked enjoying the sound of my pain.
Sadist Bitches
"Stand her up " Jeni demamded the two girls
They pulled me up and held my hands to prevent me from escaping, I wont even try can they stop touching me?. She kicked me in the stomach and beated me up i was expresionless. I was used to the pain to the point where I can no longer feel anything. My head was hung low, then Jenni took off something from her pocket. It was scissors
She stabbed it on my arm. But not really deep. But when she started stabbing me i felt nothing, i felt numb, i guess this happens when i recieve physical pain everyday
After a few kicks and punches. She slaps me hard. I had to admit it hurt, theres was a red mark on my cheek as i the metallic taste of blood fill my taste buds. I started coughing blood
She stopped as soon as she saw the blood coming out of my mouth. She was speaking to the girls, but everything i saw was blurry and my hearing was unaudible
They started talking as i stare at my lap with my bloody hands. They finally left as my breath was uneven and blood scattered around me, blood dripping out of my newly cutted arm
As i stood up, i couldnt care less at what i looked like as i walk slowly out of the bathroom looking like a zombie.I walk through the halls of students. They were all laughing and smirking or just ignoring the fact that a girl is walking on the halls, bloody as a zombie
There was no sign of pity. Instead
I receive bad comments as i make my way to the rooftop
"She doesnt just fail class! She also doesnt fail to look ugly"
"Pffft blood looks great at her"
"Why would someone like her still even exist"
I smirked and chuckled at that comment.i know... Why would someone like me even be still here? After all the pain im still living. I still stayed strong... Until now..
When i started discovering emotions i didnt know
Ive learned something else
They say time can heal
But,
Time doesnt heal anything, it teaches you how to live with the pain
I sighed and just went to the rooftop,im done with this shit. I entered as i felt the cold breeze and air pollution fill my nostrils. My face srunch up in disgust, how disgusting has the world been.
I sat at the edge of the building as i stare at the view. Traffic, honking of cars, old buildings, trash everywhere as grey clouds spread the blue and yellow hued sky. All i could see right now was a broken and unfixed world. Not wanting to fix itself anytime soon
I stand up as i look at the view one last time before debating wether i should end my time here or not, im so done. I cant live like this no more, out of all days i chose to die today. I sigh
Im sorry mother, i cant live like this anymore
I just want to be back on your loving arms forever. I hope you'd understand
I pray in my head as tears were brimming at my eyes. I decided to say my last words to this already broken world before i left
Im sorry dad, im sorry if you hate me, im sorry if mom died, it wasnt my fault
But you make me feel like it was...
Thankyou for the little memories and little things that happened today and past
All memories, everything ive done. Ive always hated it. I always thought i was a waste of space, a mistake..
And i guess i should end it right here.. Right now
I heard the door opened while thinking of these last words and crying, i couldnt care less and continued. I felt so broken and i wont let that ruin my moment
"And after all these memories i made in earth"
I smiled through tears
"I wont be missing any of those memories"
I was leaning down about to fall but then....
Someone pulled me back...
