I woke up at the annoying sound of my alarm like always and sleep more after shutting it off. Forgetting i had school, i look at the time on the alarm . I had lots of time to get ready but i didnt feel like it
I groaned and stood up from my bed
"Why do i still go to school again? To learn, and do i learn anything? No i dont, so why bother" i talk to myself again whilst sitting up on my bed staring at the floor into nothingness
After My mom died of cancer and my dad left me, i started living alone at this cramped apartment, isnt it nice to have your father abandon you in a apartment -wherein you need to pay for yourself- and get fully paid in school til College
From that, you could say my father cared for me. But that was just material things, he made me live and survive by myself at the age of 13. There is no good at that at all, i was a lost, afraid, clueless, unloved and dull girl after all that withouth the assistance of my parents teaching me about the already broken world. I was afraid of being loved after my father and my best friend, ive become so numb
All feelings and all things ive discovered myself and damn did it hurt
Now im 18,depressed as ever. Life is doing great
I went in the bathroom as i smell the blood scattered on the floor after cutting yesterday. I sighed i forgot to clean
After cutting yesterday in the bathroom, i felt dizzy and tired that i forgot to clean up, i look at my cutted arm to see dry blood. I hissed
After a few minutes of getting ready in the bathroom, i wear my school uniform as i catch a glimpse of my self in the mirror. I look in disgust as i eyed the short skirt i was wearing
I dont get why they even make these inappropiate skirts? Are they tring to attract boys to come to school?
I shrug the thought off as i walk out of my apartment with the same dull face i show everyday throught the same streets to school
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I arrived at school as i walk to the school hallway alone seeing people making out by the lockers. I showed them my beautiful disgusted face whilst walking to my locker
"get a room..." I mumbled whilst taking my books out of my locker. As i walk to my classroom, i bump into a couple making out and my books fall and scatter at the floor
I look up to meet the dark and cold pair of eyes as they meet with mine, suddenly the girl broke eye contact as the guy still glares at me. The girl takes the guys hand and place it under her skirt, i immediately look away before i gag as i choke on air
Theres a thing called dignity and apparentley, it doesnt exist in they're vocabulary
I take all my books running off to the classroom
I reach the classroom as people started to avert they're gaze at me sending me judgeful stares and whispering to their friends while constantly looking at me. They're so obvious
These people have no shame
I walked through the people as they finally stop looking as i was gonna sit on my seat
Was.
I tripped on something and fell down face first. And by something i mean Yoongi's smelly Foot
I looked up with my eyes on fire only to meet another pair of humor filled eyes as he laughs with his so called squad BTS,they are group of friends with 7 members,Namjoon, SeokJin, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung,Jungkook,and the one and only Yoongi. The kingkas of the school, 7 shitheads who think they own the school, breaking girls hearts and being rebellious
Im disgusted
But,
It wasnt always like this...
Yoongi. Used to be my friend. Best Friend, Wondering how it ended up like this?
i dont know.
When we started freshmen year he started bullying me, treating me badly, talking bad about me and those other stuff. I keep wondering...
Why?
Why is he doing this? Is it something i did or said?
It will remain a mystery to me and i wont stop finding out
Then i eventually gave up
I know that this will never end judging from the way they treat me
I stand back up, dusting off my uniform as i walk to my seat and finally sit down
I take out my phone and earphones as i listen to music. I dont have any social media accounts or any phone numbers in my phone. . Whats the point? I have no one at all. Whilst listening to music, paper airplanes suddenly hit the side of my face and come to my view
Annoyed, I look at the direction of the papers annoyingly flying at my direction to see none other than the 7 fucktards
Students started noticing as they laugh as well, as they make paper planes too and fly it at me
These hoes have nothing better to do than torture me to death. They act so innocent when teachers were around, but turn to devils when they're gone
Wheres the integrity in that?
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