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Eunwoo

♡The sun always followed you
how could I not do the same.♡

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I woke up in your arms and i forgot how amazing that feels.

To feel your heart beat, to smell your cologne. The same brand you always buy. To have one of your arms around my shoulder and the other holding my hand.

You were still asleep, your strawberry blond hair was all messy and i wanted to fix it.

You were snoring, back then i would get annoyed by it. But now, its the most precious thing ive heard.

I want to tell you all the reason why i distanced myself from you. But i dont know if i have the courage to and if i do, you wont see me the same anymore.

You hate self harm.
You hate cheating.
You hate disloyalness.
You hate lairs.
You hate abuse.

All those things will make you hate me.
Because I've kept things from you, things that will make you dislike me.

And i really hope you will still accept me in your life. Because i still love you.

I still want to buy a house with you.
I still want to adopt a puppy with you to prepare us for a child.
I still want to marry you.

Even though we're only seventeen, i still want to do all those things with you. I love you so much, since day one.

Since the day you shared your lunch box with me in grade five and i don't know why it took me four years to have the courage to speak to you. But im glad i did, i feel as if ive known you since birth.

And i know that's a little extra to say that, but its truth. We share a heart together Sanha.

Im sad when im away from you and when you're even close by, i know it. Because i can feel your heart.

I hate myself for being so rude to  you this past year. But i couldn't help it, if i wasn't mean, we'd still be together and I would be hurting you even more.

I want to be in your heart, but i feel as if im not. I could be wrong.

I want you to keep loving me forver, but i don't know if I can last forever.

Will you stay by my side through all my troubles, through the hell inside my head?

Why did such a nice person choose to fall in love with the wrong person?

Im not ready to loose you yet. So tell me baby, is it possible? Is it possible for two people to stay happy together?

Forever.

Guys, im sorry for this sappy shit.
I wrote this at 2:30 AM. Soo, yeah.
ALSO. Wanna ready more Astro fics? My friend uwantbasketballman has a fic for you Binwoo shippers (Moonbin&Eunwoo)
called "You Broke Me"
Its completed, so no need to wait for updates!
Please go show her some love, she's the best and comment to tell her i sent you to her❤

~Madi:)