redamancy

indirect

You will miss me

You'll lie awake at night, you're heart crying my name in the slow heating of itself. Pumping the black blood throughout your body××It will consume you. You'll destroy yourself because it's you're own fault I won't be there to turn your blood red again.

You hid too many bombs in the words you whispered.
×Too many knives in the "truth"you told.
××Too many bottles of lethal poison in the love for you that you forced down my throat.

You obstructed my very being. Everything inside this skin you burned. Everything.

One day you'll miss me. One day my body will be so close to dying, it'll let go of you.

You'll hate it because you had control over me. And you Loved that you had control over me, not me.. You'll lose the power you had over my blood stained hands, my poison soaked body.

I'm so sorry that I'm not the person who would kill themselves to keep you around.
    -Because it's you doing the killing. And making it look like a suicide.