redamancy

hollow

it's crazy how you can't right decently about feeling happy

instead I write about worshipping the feeling of hollow

when my eyes de-focus from the feeling of empty

shoving the anxiety away.

to the point my stomach won't hold onto my dinner

and the though of you makes me want to

the feeling of empty.

a feeling I know all too well.

thrown into TOXIC over and over.

and you expect me to not get burned.

I'm expected to heal.

the venom is coursing through my veins and I'm having trouble comprehending.

the feeling of empty..

I dont know how I did this for so long before.

my body cannot handle this.

maybe I'll just let my eyes de-focus

I'll zone out for another day.

another day of empty.