redamancy

the worst teacher that was the best thing

you taught me what love was. then what it felt like to lose it.

you taught me what anxiety at 3am felt like. you taught me that words don't mean shit.

you taught me how to mean the words I love you. and only say them when you mean it.

you taught me how to remember someone's voice and recall it when I needed it.

you taught me about poetry. and stories. you taught me how to read out loud. you taught me math and taught me that everything will be okay.

you taught me what happiness felt like. and what it felt like when I ignored everything wrong and refused to let go.

you taught me how to let go.

how everything happens for a reason.

you taught me that no matter the shit I do. I'm always "a beautiful response to the universe exploding together"