redamancy

accepting (not a peom. a letter)

To S,

What happened to you, to make you so cold? What made your heart start pumping black blood. In and out.

Why do you find joy in brining pain yo something that loved you dearly

Loves*

Why do you insist that everything will be Okay..?

You broke

My

Heart.

My trust.

My courage.

My personality.

You broke me. Why do you get to move one..get to love someone else..? And I'm stuck in a loop.

Around and around. Stuck in love with a broken record.

Everything you said, was repetition. "It's gonna be okay" "you're my only" "I only have feelings for you" "the other girls mean nothing" repeating. Repeating. Repeating.

Until you felt it was true. Until I felt it was true.

I know a good lie when I see one. And you were full on them. Whispering them out, rolling off your tongue like you've been saying it since birth.

You lied. So did I. I will come to peace with your lies, when I can come to peace with mine. I love you dearly. And I will be back. But the truth always comes out, and that's something you haven't accepted yet.

You refuse to believe they're different from truths. That your promises are nothing but coins to be thrown in a fountain.

I am not a piece of paper. I don't get to be drawn on and thrown away. I'm a diamond in the rough. You just couldn't see it because you found gold in someone else.

Gold doesnt last like diamond does.

-p