redamancy

daydreaming

Most girls dream if an epic love story where a boy saves them from everything. That the boy has no flaws and he has gorgeous blue eyes and blonde hair, perfect.

But me..I dream of your voice. I dream of laying on your floor and gazing into your eyes.

I dream of watching you when you don't know I'm looking because in those moments you're raw. You're yourself, stripped down to the bone.
You're not worrying whether I'm looking or not, so you just..be.

I dream of tracing the lines on your hands and feeling your eyes on me. I dream of your eyes lingering on me for that second to long that may not mean much..but to me, means everything.

It means that I'm going to wake up tomorrow and learn new things I never knew about you. It means I'll wake up and sit on your bedroom floor and watch you scroll through your music trying to find a song you're not embarrassed by..

When will you realize..you're beautiful. Entirely. Your big eyes and your bright hair falling over the frames of your glasses.

I dream of your arms around me. I dream of the parts of you that you hate..you hate them because you view them as flaws.

But I view them as you, I see them as a girl I fell so hard for in such a short amount of it. I see them as anything but flaws.

When will you realize you can be yourself around me? I see you opening up.. when you talk and sing you hold eye contact. I know it doesn't seem like a lot but that eye contact means you trust me. You're allowing me to see who you are.

I dream of you. And I'd take you over a dreamy lover boy in a heartbeat. I'd take your breakdowns and imperfection in a split second. Because to me..they're not imperfections. They're the exact perfections that make you, you.