I frown, tears clouding my vision. "Oh my god... Josh, I'm so sorry. Do you by any chance remember anything else that happened... freshman year? Sorry, it was sophomore year for you..." I ask, trying to get him to confess what he did to me. "It's all hazy... but that's when the sex craze started." He ponders for a second. Josh's eyes widen, suddenly remembering something. "I know I broke someone's heart... Amy! I hurt Amy." He yells.
I frown, knowing that Amy is actually (Y/n)... he just can't remember the right person. "Man, I should apologize to her right away." He says, tapping his finger against his jawline. I nod my head, slightly disappointed. I sigh. "I should go, my dad is probably wondering where I am." I get up start walking towards the door. "Oh, okay... um, bye! I'll see you in school!" He yells out to me.
I battle my thoughts on the walk home. They race me and win control over my mind. I can't keep up with them. And when I'm almost there... they snake their arms around my neck and pull. Pushing me down, forgetting about my true self. Before I know it, I'm standing in front of the graveyard. I crouch down next to my mothers grave. I don't cry, I don't whimper, I don't give in to the sorrow. I just stay there. For hours.
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Fanfiction(Y/n) has a journal that she writes in every day about personal things. Actually, she wrote in it every day... until her mother's death. Devasted, (Y/n) stops going to school which means that she could fail. Josh tries to help her out but she now ha...
