Log Entry #3
So I've decided to actually voice out not just my broken feelings but also the weird things happening to me the past few days.
Well, many days.
It's been almost 4 months since my last entry and I just wanted to share all my thoughts out again.
I hope you don't judge me because of this and just listen to what I have to say.
Strange things have been happening to me lately.
And it doesn't involve the guy who until now I still have feelings for.
I'm stupid, I know. Loving a guy who can't fight for me. Well in all honesty, I can't even blame him. I'd probably do the same, if I were in his situation.
I had long forgiven him for a sin he never committed, and I've also put aside the heavy heart I have when I meet him in the hallways.
Right now we're basically strangers, but it does not bother me. As long as I can see the damn boy, I'm fine.
Well anyways back to topic,
I've been having some sort of hallucinations for the past few months.
I keep on seeing and hearing people that aren't there and dreaming about me killing myself.
I always ask myself, who are they? Why do they haunt me?
But on another note,
What should I do if they aren't hallucinations at all?
If I really do see those people?
What would you do...?
If they're actually there?
And if I've actually already killed myself a hundred times?
If you think about it,
If it's possible,
Do you think it's real?
Do you think I am real?
- )@)>#@
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