The same dream haunts me:
I'm running as a fast as I can. My lungs pumping, trying their hardest to not give out. My legs moving because my mind it telling them to. The pain is prominent but it doesn't slow me down. Everything around me goes black. I running but I'm not sure what from. Images flood my mind causing my stomach to tighten. My mothers body falls to the floor with a loud thud, I'm still running. Blood dripping down her face and her lifeless eyes staring up at me, I'm still running. My father shouting for me to run, shouting in pain. My feet never stopped moving. Both of my sisters lifeless bodies lying next to one another. Gunshot wounds littering their bodies. My mind continues to will my feet to move even though they just want to stop. Tears stream down my face, tasting the bitter saltiness of the each one. Everything shifts to slow motion. I'm running but getting nowhere. The hairs on the back of my neck stand up as a cold hand reaches for my shirt collar. The hand moving faster than I, too close...
I woke up in a cold sweat. My breathing hard and labored. I felt myself shaking, quietly repeating that it's all over. I looked over at my clock seeing that it was six o'clock; an hour and a half before I had to leave for school. I shook myself out of my funk and got up to take a shower. Once I was finished I brushed teeth and looked in my closet for something to wear. Considering that it was autumn nearing winter I went with something that didn't expose too much skin. After pulling on my skinny jeans, grey combat boots, and grey, long sleeved blouse I applied a little bit of makeup. I let my hair fall around my shoulders in it's natural ringlets, letting it air dry.
I scooped up my phone and my bag and headed downstairs. It was ten minutes after seven when I was done getting ready. Leaving me twenty minutes of pure boredom Before I had to leave.
"Gwen!! My younger sister shouted, which startled me, taking me out of my trance. A warm smile spread across my lips from just seeing her.
"Hello my dear, how'd you sleep?" She smiled her toothless grin at me, considering she has been losing all of them to make money off of the tooth fairy. Before I could say anything my aunts husband comes barreling down the stairs, obviously hungover from the previous night. Right after him came my younger cousin with a disgusted frown upon his face. He never liked the fact that hid mother remarried; especially to the asshole doubling over in the kitchen sink.
He walked over to me with tired eyes and a big yawn. I sighted kissing both Quinn and Luke on their foreheads before shouting "Hey Samantha, I'm taking Quinn and Luke to school today so don't worry about getting up!" The drunk just looked at me. He knew that I hated him; I hated him for several things, putting his hands on my aunt was one of them. We stared at each other for an eternity before he looked away. I smirked knowing that I had won.
I grabbed Quinn's hand and motioned for Luke to go to the car, grabbing my car keys before I left that hell whole. I buckled Quinn in and did the same to myself before checking my phone, noticing that I had three new messages from the asshole that claims to love me.
"Gwen please talk to me"
"I know I fucked up but please stop ignoring me"
"Really Gwen it's not funny anymore. I fucking love you. I messed up once"
I sighed realizing the he would never give up. This is going to be one long fucking day was the only thought that came to mind.
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A New World (Lesbian Story)
RomansaAfter a mind-crippling traumatic experience, Gwendolyn has to find a way to forge on, forgetting her painful past in order to start anew. Can she do herself out of the hellish life she was left to live or will it haunt her forever?