Nobody Knows

Chapter 23

~Days Later ~

~Alexa P.O.V.~

I walked in the school with eyes on me. I tried to ignore their stares and keep walking but it's kinda hard when the whole hallway goes quiet and stares at you as if you just committed a crime. "Yeah, she the one that hid her baby as her sister." I heard someone whisper.  People started to whisper louder and louder.

I can't handle this I can't deal with this. I whirled around ready to run out the school but I bumped into someone making me fall back. "My bad. " I looked up at Trey and my whole mood went to anger and fustration. 

"This is your fault ." I exclaimed.

"What's my fault? "

"This. " I pointed at people staring at me. "I didn't tell you for you to just tell me buisness to everyone,  I told you because I thought I could trust you I thought you would understand but I was wrong ." I snapped. 

"It's not my fault you had a baby and decided to hide her as your sister ."

"Trey shut the Fuck up cause I had my reason and this. " I pointed to everyone crowding around us. "Is one of them, I didn't want to deal with people calling me a slut or a whore because I made a mistake. One Fucking Mistake that I'm still dealing with to this day and out of anybody I thought atleast you would understand that and not judge me. "

"Alex-"

"No,  what hurt the most is that you literally told Desmond about Alexis I didn't tell him for a reason. Then you told the whole school Trey,  What did I do to you for you make my life come crashing down like this. What did I not give you enough attention like any girl would at this school?  Was I supposed to let you hit after a couple days of talking to me? What is it?  " Tears started to fall.

His face soften. "No , you didn't do anything-"

"Then why the hell would you do this to me? " He was at a lost for words. "Don't speak to me every again. " I spat at him. I brushed past him and some people that were in my way. I left out of school just as Charnae came up to me.

"What's wrong ?" She asked. 

"Nothing. " I turned my head and she grabbed my face.

"Why you crying? "

"Can We leave? " She nodded and we got in her car.

We was sitting in Starbucks quiet. "What happened? " I looked at her.

"I walked in the school and everyone was staring at me and whispering so I was about to leave until I bumped into Trey and I started yelling at him then I left. "

"I'm surprised you didn't cut him." I chuckled.  She smiled at me. "I got a secret. " I looked at her. 

"What is it? "

"My parents don't speak to me , they don't even love me.  That's why everytime you come over there it's so quiet. "

I looked at her confused. "But you get every-"

"It's not out of love,  it's so I won't have to ask for it and so I won't talk to them ." I looked at her shocked. "It hurts to know that your parents don't love you enough to even acknowledge you. " A tear fell out of her eye. "Even when it's my birthday I don't get a happy birthday I get new clothes and maybe a new car maybe even new shoes not the love I been asking from them my whole life. " More tears start to fall out her eyes.  "I remember one day , Um I was about 13 and it was the end of the day and my maid usually comes and get me but that day she didn't.  So I was there for almost 5 hours waiting.  I finally got up and walked home lost but I found my way there. So I asked my maid why she didn't come and get me and she told me cause my parents told her not to because I'm not important and maybe someone can get me and take me away from them. "

My mouth fell open. "Charnae why didn't you say anything. "

She chuckled as more tears fell. "I want love I wanna know how it feels to be loved and Kendalin showed me that but it wasn't real.  For a minute I thought I had someone who actually loved me but I was dead wrong cause I was just a Bet. " I walked over to her and hugged her while she cried more. "Maybe I wasn't meant to be loved,  maybe I was suppose to on earth to suffer not be loved. " I hugged her tighter

"Charnae it's okay. " She started to cry harder. "You still got Me,  Dani and Brooke. " She covered her face and cried more. 

I didn't know she was going through this.