Fusion || Luke Hemmings

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Chapter 14

Luke’s P.O.V

I wasn’t planning on hitting her so hard, in fact I wasn’t even planning on hitting her at all but that girl could make me go mad just from a second to another. Seriously, which crap did she had in her mind when she dared to say that?! She really needed to be stupid, there was no other explanation for that. Aff I would forget she existed without any problem, that fucking piece of crap.

“You regret hitting her, though.” My freaking subconscious would never leave me alone, would he?! I didn’t regret, I didn’t regret at all. She deserved it, she had no right of saying that shit and even before that, why the hell did she kissed me and then said I kissed her?! And why did she thought she could tell me to stop doing drugs?! If only I could make that girl disappear, oh I would, I definitely would.

I quickly cleaned all the mess that freaking girl made and got back to what I was doing just right before she appeared and ruined it all. By that time I wasn’t even high anymore, but for sure I would become again.

I grabbed the white dust once again and started to inhale it. I wasn’t feeling that good for ages, I really had miss my drugs. All that shit was probably the only thing that could make me really happy, anything more besides surfing, drugging, smoking and my van would. Oh and sex, of course, but I actually haven’t had a really good sex in such a while. That last little crappy thing from that morning couldn’t even be called as sex, it was just a stupid and bad memory, ew.

I swear I was so damn I high that I didn’t even remember of finishing the whole package. Crap! I had inhaled all the fucking drug and now I had nothing left. There was only a solution for that. As soon as I woke up the next morning I would call The Ripper and ask him to meet me again. I had money, money was something that wasn’t missing in my life at all, at least my freaking parents had done a single good thing in their life, which was leaving that amount of money for me.

Alexis’P.O.V

I woke up with an huge headache and with my mind totally dizzy. I was feeling so down and had no intentions of getting out from bed. I didn’t seem like I even had strength for that. I was devastated and didn’t really know what to do. Apparently I couldn’t surf yet, not only because I had been hurt recently but also because I had no board, of course that wouldn’t be a problem since my dad had a bunch of them in his school. Ashton was away from me and I couldn’t be with him and well…I woulnd’t even dare to go out and risk to face that son of a bitch. Always him, always that mother fucker to ruin my freaking days. What the hell were you thinking Alexis?! He didn’t ruin you days, you are and were always the only one ruining your freaking life, you kept on destroying yourself.  I was so done, so done of every freaking thing. If only I could disappear. But I couldn’t, I couldn’t or otherwise I would kill both my dad and Michael, they would be so lost and devastated. But I wasn’t even a helpful person for them, I never did anything right or even obey to their orders, I never seemed to do what they asked me. I hated, I hated to obey people’s orders, I was almost eighteen and becoming an adult. That didn’t mean anything, though. I was still a stupid child, a useless kid with no fucking way to go. I wasn’t even good at anything besides surfing, and I couldn’t even do it anymore. What was my life’s propose at the moment?! None.

“What you still doing in bed at this time?! Let’s go enjoy this amazing sunny day, sis!” Michael yelled pretty damn excited entering towards my bedroom and jumping right into my bed.

“Hum…did you forget how dad forbidden me of going to the sea?” I asked him tapping the pillow in my head and trying to keep on sleeping.

“You can catch the sun outside the water. Duh!” He said in a what so obvious tone taking the pillow from my head “Come on you lazy ass. Get up!”