Fusion || Luke Hemmings

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Chapter 24

Luke’s P.O.V

I wouldn’t be exaggerating if  I said I spent an hour and half with Alexis sitting on my lap, crying and sobbing while I just stayed quiet messing her half curled hair. She was so vulnerable it almost scared me.

“Thank you.” She was the one breaking that so long and murderer silence.

“For what?” I asked still messing up with her hair. It was very soft and beautiful.

“For this.” She affirmed. She was obviously talking about everything which had just happened during that day. Probably surprised with all my friendly actions, just like I was myself. I would never ever do something like that, being kind and helpful.

I simply nodded not really knowing what to answer and the silence took over it all again. It wasn’t an uncomfortable silence, though. It was actually pretty relaxing.

“You…You had never been touched before, did you?” I asked a bit scared if I should have done it or not “I mean, I know you are a virgin and all but you could have been touched in so many other ways.” I said trying to sound calm and normal. I was just that type of guy, direct and pervert minded.

“I…no.” She confessed getting her head down. I quickly took my hand over to her chin and lift it up.

“You don’t have to be shy about it. It’s kinda hot to be honest.” I affirmed and she opened a little smile. I liked that. “Can I?” I asked pointing to my t-shirt that she was wearing. She stared me confuse at first, probably wondering what I meant with that but then she calmly nodded.

I slowly moved my hands on their way to the bottom of the t-shirt and started to lift it up. Slowly, very slowly. She was still on my lap and that was actually a good feeling. I must confess I got surprised when she agreed on me doing that, which I didn’t even knew what I was going to do but guess she just felt like trusting me at that moment.

She suddenly lift her arms up so I could take the shirt completely off. She was wearing a dark floral bra. It looked so hot on her. I landed the t-shirt on my bed and then placed my hands on each side of her waist.

“I’m not gonna hurt you.” I affirmed looking into her eyes. She nodded, wonder being seen through her eyes. “Do you…do you trust me?” I knew it was too risky to ask her that question, I was risking myself to hear a negative answer. I didn’t really care since she was just going with the flow.

“I prefer not to answer that.” She replied biting her bottom lip and if that wasn’t a soft moment I would totally lay her on my floor and just screw her like I so desired.

As opposite as the normal, her answer didn’t bothered me. I would always get very angry whenever she didn’t reply to my questions but that time was different. Her answer kinda answered to my question, just in a different way than I was expecting.

“Can I?” I repeated that question but pointing to her bra that time.

“Erm…It’s…it’s kinda awkward…I, I don’t wanna watch you staring at my boobs.” She confessed shyly and I laughed, I had to laugh.

“Well, if that’s the problem close your eyes then.” I said still laughing. “I’m serious. Close them.” I asked and she slowly closed her deep blue eyes.

I wasn’t a hundred percent sure of what I was going to do but it just felt like I needed to do something. To make her feel good, not only in a sexual way but also in a general way, I wanted to make her feel out of all the problems which were circling her. I wanted it to be just me and her at that moment. As lame as it could sound, I was just being honest. I didn’t want to want that but I couldn’t help to want it.