Chapter12:Guilt

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Aaron POV

It's been a month after the miscarriage and Savanna has been very depressed. Every time I try to touch her she flinches away. Sometimes she let's me touch her but things will never be the same between us. I woke up to the screaming sobs of Savanna crying in her sleep.

"Baby wake up." I said gently shaking her. She twitched away from me and kept saying the name heaven over and over again in her sleep. I picked her up wrapping her in my arms. "Baby please stop crying. It's okay baby I'm here wake up I'm here baby." She twitched and woke up she looked up at me.

"Baby?"

"Yes?" I said looking into her red puffy eyes.

"Please don't leave me I need you. I need you bae please." She said as she buried her face in my chest as tears fell down her face. I wiped her tears away.

"I'm never leaving you baby." I held her in my arms and we talked about everything. I looked at her and slowly rubbed her lower back. She smiled at me.

"I love you so much Aaron." She said as she pecked my lips.

"I love you too baby and I will always be here for you no matter what." She smiled at me and pulled her the sleeve of her t-shirt down so it went passed her hands.

"What are you hiding from me?" I said looking at her.

"Umm what are you talking about ?" She looked up at me. I sat up and looked at her.

"Let me see your arms." I said trying my best not to get angry.

"Savanna give me your arms." I said more firmly. She held her arms out as she sighed. I pulled up her sleeves and reveling the cuts that were on each of her arms.

"You promised me you would stop this! Why!? Why, would you do this to yourself? To me?" I said as I looked at her with anger and disbelief.

She looked at me, tears streaming down her face.

"I'm sorry, it's just I couldn't take it anymore. It's my fault. Its all my fault. I'm the reason why you cheated. I'm not good enough. I mean I can't even carry our own child." She said as she began sobbing.

"You have already tried to kill yourself 17 times. This is not the answer to your problems. Cutting isn't the answer, and I told you the next time you do this I'm leaving. You promised me you would stop and you broke the promise. I can't even look at you right now." I said as I got up grabbed my suite case I already had packed and left the house slamming the door behind me.

I got in my car and drove off. I drove to the Anabella Hotel, one of the nicest hotels in Miami . I took my suite case out the car and walked in the hotel. The lobby was empty so I walked to the front desk.

"Hi how can I help you?" The lady at the front desk said glancing at the computer screen. She wore a blue dress that showed her cleavage. I bit my bottom lip and looked up at her. "I would like to get a suite for a couple of nights."

"Sure what's your name sir?" She said as she looked up at me and almost screamed.

"OMG your Aaron Riley! You are a good basketball player." I laughed.

"Thank you." I said she gave me the price and I gave her my credit card to pay for the room. She has long blonde hair that is in loose curls that stops past her shoulders. She looked at me and smiled. I smiled and winked at her taking the room key from her.

"Thanks for the room." She blushed and I grabbed my suite case and walked to the elevator. Once I got to my room I walked through the big living room and walked to the bed. I took off my shirt and put on red basketball shorts. I grabbed the vodka that was on the counter in the kitchen in the room and took seven shots. If I get drunk enough I will forget everything about Savanna, I thought as I grabbed my phone I saw 15 miss calls from Savanna I threw my phone on the bed as I heard a knock at my door. I walked to the door and opened the door to see Jennifer in a short black trench coat. She had fishnet thigh high socks on with black pumps on. I looked at her as she smirked at me.

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