The Marine's Angel~

Chapter 22:

He sent me a song..

He said he heard the song on the radio, and it was all that he wanted to say.

(Seriously listen to it, you lazy asses.)

The lyrics, just hit my heart with a dull knife. They were so precise, and related to our situation very well.

But it was very beautiful in a sad way.

I had finally stopped crying, but that song made my waterworks worse!!

I took my sweet time in listening to it. I couldn't tell if my heart warmed up with love at the sweet heartbreaking words, or if my heart broke.

Amy: That's really sweet, baby..I love it and hate it, lol.

Damon: You know I really hate hurting you, right?

Amy: I know, baby..it's not your fault. Just remember..I love you so much, and I ALWAYS will. No will love you the way I do.

By now, my tears were uncontrollable, and my heart felt like it was being choked.

Is this love?

All this hurt..is it love? Will you just love only to be burned in the end by that exact term?

Maybe it was..but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I can be thankful that we were separating on right terms. While still in love. That didn't make it any easier though.

I wiped away my tears, but they were replaced by a fresh new set when I read his message.

Damon: And no one will love you the way I love you.. I can never stop loving you. You're my soulmate. You know it's you babe...

Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life?  And you don't want to believe what is wrong or what it right, and what is reality?

My life was changed the moment I met this dumbass..My Dumbass.

I couldn't take this anymore. My heart felt like it was in overload. I had to change the subject.

Amy: You'll forever be my soulmate..anyway, how was dinner with your family?

Damon: It was good, emotional though.

Amy: I bet it was..When do you leave tomorrow?

Damon: Very early. They come to pick me up at around 4.

Amy: I see. You should sleep early then.

Damon: Yeah, but I want to spend as much as time I can with you, mami..

And so we did.They expressed their eternal love till time took him away from her. I won't tell you what words were exchanged then. They're quite private!

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It was 5 AM. Damon was probably boarding his plane by now to NC. I felt my eyes tears up at not being able to say good morning to him, or reading his good morning messages to me.

I whimpered and bit my lip to keep from crying again. I looked over to the side of my bed. Stacked with used tissues. I spent half the night crying, and the other half looking up videos about how boot camp was in the Air Force.

Honestly, all I could think was thank God, Damon didn't join the marines. I saw one clip of the marine's boot camp, and it looked..well, "hard as fuck" doesn't do it justice.