The Marine's Angel~

Chapter 16

What would you do if you lost your muse or inspiration to write? Something to think bout.

Lemme know your answers.
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Again, what is love?

Love has different versions.

For some, it's pain. They will be hurt over and over again, but for LOVE, they bear the pain. I mean, who the fûck does that? People madly in love who's common sense and ability to think has been taken away by, none other than LOVE!

For others, love is like coming home after a long journey. It's home. Everything is near damn perfect. You smile. You're happy. Everything is tick-tock. Fights are here and there. You got a dog. Everything's just lovely. Perfect couple.

Then there's the always fighting love. These people love each other to death, but they can't live without fighting. They're the always "on and off" couple. They fight, break up, make up, have sex. But they're happy that way, because it's how they make things work.

Then there's that kind of love where the love is present, but the trust isn't. When you trust someone, you allow yourself to become vulnerable. You let that person in. You break down your walls and let your partner in. But, what about that love where you're always guarded because you don't trust that partner? And you know how that ends? Ends in a break up. Unless they can get their shit together.

And then, there's that love that balances all of these things. Love, no-trust, pain, fights, trust, perfection. All in that order. Or sometimes, if you're lucky, you trust that person before loving them. But as you walk through a relationship, you will fight, love and laugh all together. You will fight a lot in the beginning, because you are just getting to know each other. You are still finding out things about each other. Then after finding out most of the stuff, you start to trust each other. If you don't trust your partner, you'll always be thinking the worst of everything. You'll overthink. You'll assume. You'll break. And put strain on your relationship. But it's also the other person's duty to do whatever he/she can do to gain your trust. But the question is, Is it worth it? Is it worth getting your heart broken every single time your partner reminds you that they don't trust you? And you know you're telling the truth. But their lack of trust in you, breaks you down. Is it all worth it?

If it's worth it, then proceed. Work as hard as you need to, to gain their trust. In between of gaining trust, you'll fight a lot. But it's okay. It's all okay if you can talk it out. Talking doesn't mean yell at each other and break shît. It means sitting down and calmly discussing stuff with an open mind. And then compromising. Sure, you got love and trust in your relationship, but communication and compromise are also two key-important function for a working relationship. After you get all that shįt out of the way, you join everything you learned together. Your love, trust, communication and compromise together, along with a mouthful of honesty, understanding and support, oh also, loyalty! Then, you got yourself the perfect potion for a near perfect relationship.

It ain't perfect if you don't argue once in a while or get jealous.

But..

In my opinion, all of these loves have one thing in common. The indescribable feeling of love. The way you want to spend every waking moment with them. And you're afraid to sleep because you don't want to miss anything. The way you smile when you see that person, or how your day immediately brightens up because of that one person. Or how you two can be yourself around each other and still think of the other as being the most sexiest person on earth. Or how that person is the only one who can make you laugh, and you can just sit and talk about nothing for hours and hours with that person and you don't feel bored. You feel happy as fûck. You never run out of things to talk about.