The Marine's Angel~

Chapter 21:

Missy's POV was requested, and actually based on my best friend's experience. I wrote it in her memory. <3 It was hard to write it because I only knew one side of the story, so I used my imagination for a little, asked her brother and and wrote what I could from what she told me.

Oh, and it's an early update because I felt bored and shit, so I decided to just write.

And now there will a time skip. A few months.

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3 months had passed since my birthday. And 4 since I met Damon. And It was wonderful. We spent a lot of time together, just talking about anything. And I learned a lot of stuff too. Like guys DO in fact get meaningless boners from a massage. To guys a boner has different meanings; Sexual pleasure, sleep, friction, food? Anything resembling a woman's body parts, oh and of course..MASSAGES.

But to girls, a boner was a boner.

I made Damon tell me if it ever happened with him. Because I wanted to know if it happened in real, based on what I saw on TV, on "The Rules Of Engagement." And it did. Some girl in high school gave him a massage and he popped one. Not Kaylee, of course. The story cracked me up actually.

Funny stuff like that made little memories for us. And it wasn't just me and Damon that bonded. Nicole got over her "crush" on Damon, and apologized profusely. Kaylee was so far obsessed over Mike, and only left me with "Let's have a threesome with you and Damon" jokes. I learned to ignore it,because a reaction is what she wanted. So, I grew thick skin.

But..

There was only a week for Damon to leave. I tried not to pay any attention to the hints he dropped. Such as, "I can't wait to leave." Or "I can't wait to start." I wasn't stupid, I knew what it meant. But I didn't say anything as long as he didn't mention anything.

He did tell me he wanted to marry me.

He was going to be in the Air Force for at least 8 years. 4 years as a cadet and then 4 years minimum serving in the military. At least.

I was hoping he'd keep me on board. I mean he has to hear my say in it too, right?

I was wrong.

It was Saturday night, and he was leaving Monday morning. He just got home from work, and told me to check my email. Usually we checking emails was a good thing, but I was still nervous.

I logged on and found this:

*My beautiful soulmate, my wife,

From the first" Hi Amy " that night , I've been hooked on you. And ever since then you've been one of the best things of this part of my life. Your  memory will always be in my mind as well as in my heart. I will always love you. No matter where I am, what I'm doing or who I'm with. Our souls are one. So, what I'm about to say is difficult and it pains me  but I have to be honest to both of us. I would like to start this part of my journey alone. I said once I didn't know what its like to be free. Baby, I'm not very good at expressing my feelings through words. Therefore, I can only hope you understand. I don't want you to wait for me. I don't want to give you false hopes. I cannot promise to be true to you. And, I don't want you to feel you have to be true to me as well.You never know  if the next guy you bump into may turn out to be your husband, the father of your children. My wish is for you to continue your studies, be successful and be happy. I will not say goodbye.  If we we're meant to be then our paths will cross again. If not in this lifetime then in the next. Remember the thing you told me about the red thread?   Please understand, please don't be sad and  please don't hate me.