Unconscious Soul

White kisses

You walk to show me your trap.

I follow oh so willingly.

Oh no I don't love you. But I do crush on you.

I know you are taken, but that doesn't faze me.

What scares me is we work together, but 8 floors apart.

You grab my hand and say

Dam you are hot, I say of course I just worked out.

The you place a hand on my neck and grab on I look at you with these big eyes. while your other clasps on to my hand and repeat the same.

I start to feel flushed.

Those vessels filling with insatiable blood.

I know we shouldn't and you know we shouldn't but at the moment I didn't care.

Then I snapped to reality and stopped my racing thoughts.

It was oh so late you had already made me wet.

So I cautiously stepped out of the room, pretending not to get the hint; as you press your body behind me. Now as I sit and write this, I wish I hadn't.

I wish I hadn't pretended and just let it happen.

To spoil myself. After all I know I don't want a sleepy in Seattle love. What I wanted was to be Samantha and just do the sex and not the city.

So now I sit and write this, because I need not care

I'm ready to touch the flames.

Because baby I'm no longer scared.

So let these big eyes reel you in. I know you like them.

After you said I have big eyes, I said yes and when I cry I get whatever I want.

And your undertone reply of

Oh.. I know you do.

Just made her crazy.

So baby we will be crazy.

Just don't be those kind of men

Don't kiss and tell.