Anatomy of My Broken Heart

EPILOGUE

EPILOGUE

Tiningan ko ang buong library. It has been almost 4 years since my last visit in this place. Most of its structure is still the same however there are little enhancements. Sa tingin ko rin ay mas dumami ang mga libro. Ibang mga mukha na rin ang nakikita ko sa concierge.

Habang naglalakad ako sa daanan na pagitan ng dalawang malalaki at nagtataasang shelf, bumalik sa aking memorya ang lahat ng mga nangyari sa library na ito. There was a happy and sad experiences happened between us inside this room. Hinanap ko yung libro na hindi masyadong binabasa ng mga estudyante. Nang makita ko na iyon ay kinuha ko ito tsaka hinanap yung pahina na nilagyan ko ng post-it note.

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December 21, 2018

I said yes to him.
-NL

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Naglipat ako sa sunod na pahina at binasa ko yung post-it note na nakadikit.

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March 23, 2019

We promised to graduate together. He gained an achievement, he is a suma cum laude and I am so proud​ of him. We planned to have a date after the day of our graduation. I hope the weather will be good.
-NL

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June 21, 2019

First half of our relationship. I am clueless. I never expect that he bought my favorite book. He gave it to me after our date. As a gift, I also gave him a simple black wrist watch since I've noticed that he likes wearing wrist watch. It wasn't​ that expensive but he said he likes it very much and will treasure it.
-NL

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December 21, 2019

Our first anniversary. Hopefully our relationship will remain strong and will become stronger. I am so in love with him. He is still that kind of guy who always flatter me. We are still having each others companion despite​ of our busy schedule. He is now a licensed architect while me, I am now a network engineer. My friends were also achieved their goals in life. They also graduated and found a stable job. We almost complete visiting the places we wished to visit before. Such a wonderful gifts from God.

I guess this will be my last visit in this library. I will miss this library so much.
-NL

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Yun na ang pinakahuli kong nilagay. Napunta kasi kami sa ibang bansa after a week nung sinulat ko yun. Ilang buwan rin kaming nasa New York at naging masaya naman kami doon. Actually​ marami akong nilagay na post-it note pero yung apat ang pinaka-paborito ko. Kumuha ako ng post-it note tsaka nagsulat doon.

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August 6, 2023

We married last year, August 6, 2022. I requested to come here before we celebrate our first anniversary as a married couple. I think I'll be having a baby soon. I haven't take any pregnancy test yet however, I am experiencing a lot of symptoms of being pregnant. Can't wait to tell him that he will become a father so soon.

The anatomy of my broken heart was gone. My husband loves me so much, he will take good care of my heart till eternity. I knew that.
-NDLT

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Dinikit ko na iyon sa isang pahina ng libro tsaka sinara na iyon. Binalik ko na yung libro sa pinaglalagyan nito.

"Love, kanina pa kita hinahanap nandito ka lang pala. Malapit na yung schedule ng flight natin." aniya tsaka ako niyakap mula sa likod. Inalis ko ang pagkakayakap niya sa akin.

"Alam mo loko ka pa rin. Nakalimutan mo na ba na bawal PDA sa library?" sabi ko tsaka ko siya kinurot sa tagiliran. Napa-aray ito habang hinihimas ang parte ng tagiliran niya na nakatikim ng kurot ko.

"Nasa kotse na yung pinabili mong strawberry ice cream tsaka gatas. Bakit ba bili ka ng bili ng mga yun tsaka pinaghahalo mo? Alam mo napapansin ko na parang ang weird na ng mga taste mo sa pagkain. Buntis ka ba?" pagdadaldal niya habang nakasunod sa likuran ko. Buti nalang at walang pasok ngayong araw kaya walang ibang tao sa loob ng library. Makadaldal itong si Chase akala mo pagmamay-ari itong silid aklatan.

"Shhh!" suway ko rito. Sumabay na siya sa tabi ko at sabay kaming lumabas ng library. Nasa may pintuan pa lang kami ay inakbayan na niya ako tsaka bumulong.

"I love you Nika de la Torre." wika nito tsaka ako hinalikan sa ulo.

"Of course I love you too Chase de la Torre." I answered then gave him a quick kiss.

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DATE: January 8, 2018
PROPERTY OF: sugar_cutiewink97/Polar Light