The Rose In The Concrete

Chapter 5

Chapter 5 
  I woke up in Jennifer bed warm and comfortable. My whole body was sore aching. Completely forgetting I have school today shit! I ran out of Jennifer's bed wrote her a thank you note to her and her mom and left. Since I left my car at home I started walking. I feel so powerless empty inside feeling like an empty water bottle that was once filled with water filled with joy and happiness now it's all takin away. As my thoughts wonder around threw my head i see the name of my neighborhood ahead. My feet start dragging feeling like I'm carrying boulders in my shoes. It didn't take me long to get to my house. I twisted the knob surprised it was unlocked. Silence. That's all i heard. Scary but relieved. I went into the restroom and started doing my hygiene. Lord my hair is a mess! I grab my bristle brush and some eco styler and threw it up in a pony tail. I looked into my closet and grabbed a black long sleeve with some denim jeans and grabbed my black jean jacket. After i put all that on i grabbed my studs, book bag, and perfume sprayed myself grabbed my keys and headed out the door. Blasting my music playing Drake : Wu Tang Forever feeling every emotion slapping me in the face. I pulled up to a parking spot at the school. Looked in the mirror for a second and put on my big girl face. Sigh i walked into the school seeing Lamar. My heart instantly started beating faster and faster. He looked my way and gave me that brace face goofy smile. I smiled back and he started walking towards me. "Wassup" He said coming by my side. "Hey Lamar" i said with no emotion. He turned his head "You mad at me bro?" He asked. "No i just been having a rough time my bad" i said sincerely. "It's straight you wanna talk bout anything?" He asked. I shook my head no and we walked into 1st period. Time flew by so fast like a lightning strike in her class. I grabbed my papers and walked into my second class. Kanya was there waiting for me to sit by her. "Wynteeeeeer" she said dragging my name. I chuckled and sat next to her. "Kanyaaaaaaa" i responded making us laugh. This girl always brings a smile to my face. "Are you ok you look tired" She asked. I hate being told that. "I'm fine just didn't get enough rest yanno" i responded. "Oh ok well i found me a manz sis" she said smiley. This chick has so many boys on her line it's crazy. "Oh yea who" i asked. "His name is Kenneth he is right over there" she said pointing at some boy at the back of the class. He had a natural tan complexion, big pink lips, dark brown eyes, the curly top with a fade, and he was a good 6'3 he plays football for our school. "Oooooh Kanya good job sis" i said. She flipped back her long curly hair and did a sassy pose. We both laughed. The whole class period we spent talking about boys and etc. Kanya isn't boy crazy they just come her way and some don't know how to go the other way. "I'll see you later wynteeeeeeeer" she said loudly. It was now time for lunch Thank God because i am hungry! Usually me and Lamar have lunch he knows to stand next to my car because his class leaves earlier than mine. I grabbed my things and headed out to my car.