The Rose In The Concrete

Chapter 26

Chapter 26 Martiana POV
   I grabbed my keys entering my house. The day was finally over damn i shoulda got Wynter number , next time. I went into my room and plopped on my bed, i started playing my music and closed my eyes. For me i hold in a lot of things and i go through a lot I'm not gon lie. My dad went to jail for 11 years and he got out about 3 months ago and i haven't seen him since. My sister is crazy and I'm not even being over dramatic my sister has ran away from home plenty of times , speaking of that she isn't home now . My mom use to be like my dad but she calmed down a lot but she is always over stressed and takes out her anger or emotions on me. I understand you feel some type of way but yelling at me and allat extra just doesn't work with me. With me i suffer with cyclothymia, it's a disorder when you switch from feeling depressed and elation. My family is just puzzled . I don't complain though nobody really knows i even go through things I'm usually always "happy" and never really show my emotions i don't really feel the need to. When i come home and play my music i would shed some tears just from holding everything in. Like how I'm doing now...
Jennifer POV
    Oh my gosh. I have been stressing this whole month of November, with Randall. I just cannot take it no more he cheats , lies , and tries to put everything on me when i don't do anything ! I just ugh i just wanna be free from him but i love him so much i don't even know my emotions are just everywhere right now. I been crying myself to sleep i have to deal with everybody bullshit allat "he said she said" shit I'm just done man. I went to my iMessages and pressed Randall name. I held on to it until the options popped up on what i would want to do with this contact. Block , block is what i pressed. I have to learn to let go and this is only the start. I blocked him on everything else social media etc. A sigh of relief fell through my mouth as i laid down. I didn't feel as bad as i usually would that's a start, i turned off my light and started playing music relaxing my brain so i could go to sleep .
Lamar POV
    "Lamar come here" she said. I walked over to her bed and sat on the edge. "Come here and cuddle with meeee" she said dragging the end of her words. I softly rolled my eyes and crawled over to her side of the bed , i wrapped my arms around her lower stomach pulling her closer to me. Her hair in my face smelling like shampoo. This didn't feel bad, bad cause this ain't right on either one of our sides. My feeling telling me to leave and just go on about your business and stop doing stupid shit. But my body didn't move, it's ok i keep telling my self just relax stop stressing, but no i know this ain't right but who gotta know. Who gotta know I'm laying in bed with kanya...