The Rose In The Concrete

Chapter 18

Chapter 18 Kanya POV 
  I was in Wynter car with my seat leaned back letting all emotions escape from within. "Kanya do you want to talk about it?" Wynter asked me. I nodded yes. "My brother is in the drug game and he is getting hurt. He has to shoot people and hurt them. Then my mom doesn't even talk to me she leaves me and my dad at home for hours sometimes she don't even come back until the next day. My dad doesn't care he sleeps with multiple women and brings them into my home..." i couldn't even finish i just started crying again. "Keep going kanya" Wynter said grabbing my hand. "Then a few days ago i was raped" i said crying. She pulled me into a hug and i cried on her chest. "Hey listen to me.. you are strong Kanya you are a strong girl and you know that I'm very sorry about what happened to you and your family i know that hurts but honey you have a life too, make the best of it and don't let nobody bring you down and that sick man who raped you karma will come around and kick his ass, all the shit you go through is only going to make you strong but Kanya baby it don't give you the right to do deugs and loose yourself. You too pretty to be cuttin yoself or doing drugs.. you are beautiful and you shouldn't treat yourself like you aren't. You wanna spend the night at my house tonite?" Wynter asked me. I nodded my head yes. "Alright" She said. We stayed in the car for a few more moments then she started driving. "Does Kenny know?" She asked pulling into a parking lot. "Noooo" i said. "Why not?" She asked. "Because he is going to flip out maybe later in life I'll tell him but not now" i responded. We pulled up to a hotel building. "Wait this ain't your house?" I told Wynter. "Oh yeah i know but tomorrow we have school and i want you to get the best sleep my home is a reck right now and I'm tryna get my life back together myself so imma order you a room and bring you some clothes ok." Wynter told me. I thanked her so much and hugged her. We both walked up to the her hotel room. "LAMAR! Get your stuff together we gotta get goin home" Wynter yelled. "Ight i already packed our stuff while you left me" He said pouting. "Shut up but I'm going to Oder a room for Kanya so she can spend the night here she got a lot going on right now" Wynter said. "Ight" lamar said. I went over to the bath room and started a shower. "Ight Kanya we out but imma come back and drop ya clothes off" Wynter said. I nodded my head and gave her a hug goodbye. About 10 minutes later i got out the shower and saw my clothes by the door. I put em on and went to bed.
Wynter POV
I dropped off Lamar at his house and was driving to mine. I walked into the house and the smell of drugs and alcohol make my eyes water up. I really don't have time for this. I stormed into my mom room and could not believe it. "MA!?" I yelled. "Wynter get out!!" She said getting up from the bed. Me and the other man made eye contact my vision filled up with a blood like red color. Next thing i know my mom pushed me out the door way and made me hit the back of my head on the wall. Damn that shit hurt my head was throbbing with so much pain. I got up and pushed her right back making her fall to the floor. "Get the hell out of my house!" My mom said. "NO" i said storming away into my room. Crying into my pillow wishing i didn't live here. I picked up my phone and called my dad. "Hey tweet" He said. "Daddy where are you?" I asked. "I'm on the way home why what's wrong?" He asked concerned. "Mom has a whole man in the house" i said crying. "What the fuck alright I'm on my way home" my dad said. I threw my phone to the side of my bed. Until i heard my door burst open. "How much is she?" The man asked. The man was very muscular with sleeves of tattoos on him. He had waves and was dark skinned. He was off the hype right now his eyes bucked out of his eye socket. "How much you willing to pay?" My mom asked. "8,000" the man said. "Deal" My mom said shutting the door as she walked out. I felt like i was glued to the end of my bed. My heads were shaky and sweaty. Everything inside of me went numb. Fear isn't even a word to describe what I'm feeling. My stomach squeezing and turning. I felt like my throat was swelling up from the inside. I could barely breath feeling my air shorten. "Don't get scared baby" the man said coming close to me. He grabbed my arms pushing me into the bed. Ripping off my tank top along with my bra. Exposing my nude bare breast. "No please stop please" i said begging. "Shut up!" The man said yanking down my pants. "NO NO NOOOO MOVE!" I screamed kicking him in the face. "What the fuck is yo problem you better shut the fuck up before i shoot yo ass!" The man said pulling out a glock 49. I felt my skin loose all color. I kicked him in the dick and ran towards the door. He got up and pulled on my pony tail yanking me back to his area. "What did i say?" The man said speaking on my neck. Breath smelt like cigarettes and Hennessy. We both on the floor fighting. I wasn't gonna let him get to me. He slapped my face twice with his heave black hard hand. I punched him in the eye and bit his neck. "Ouch What the FUCK!?" The man yelled getting up. I saw lights flashing before i could even get up. My ears ringing from the gun shots. I felt around my body to see if it was me but it wasn't. I looked around and saw my dad..