The Rose In The Concrete

Chapter 3

Chapter 3 
     I couple of hours had went by , and I have 3 classes with Lamar. I never been so nervous to even be in the same presents as a boy I just don't understand. It was 12:25 that means it's lunch every lunch I go in my car roll up then go get some to eat from McDonald's , chick fil a, or American deli. I was headed out to my car just as I heard my name being called "aye Wynter come here" a familiar voice said. I turned my head and saw Lamar jogging towards me as I was heading to my car. "Where ya finna go?" He asked "I'm bout to get somethin to eat." I said plain as day. "Ohh I'm comin cause you the only person I know so far." He said following. I just nodded my head and kept on walking. I grabbed my keys and go into the car turned my music up to the song single by Lil Wayne. I grabbed out my blunt and pulled a lighter from the my glove compartment. As I was finna light I remember who is in the car with me I turn my head and he is staring at me with this crazy look on his face. "You smoke bro?" He asked harshly as if he was my dad or some. "I mean clearly ya see the blunt" I said like the fuck. "Do you smoke?" I asked him but I already knew he doesn't. "Nah I do sports I can't do that." He said with no expression on his face. "You wanna hit?" I asked curiously. "Hit what??" He asked turning back to my directions. I smacked my forehead cuz this nigga really wasting my high time. "Dude the blunt!!" I semi yelled. "Yeah you not talkin to me like that." He said lookin back out the window. "Yes or nah bruh?" I asked gettin irritated. He look my way then looked at the blunt he nodded his head yes. "I'm only doin 1 hit shawty" he said takin the blunt out my hand. "Yeah sure." I said rollin my eyes. "Don't get my blunt wet tuck yo lips in when you hit" I said. "Nigga I got diss." He said taking in a long pull. He exhaled and all the smoke flew out of his nose while his eyes started getting low. As time goes by me and Lamar just laughing our ass off for no reason just cause we high and we feel good. "Ight whatchu wanna eat." I asked leaning my seat back. "Let's go to American deli I'm cravin some wings right na." He southern accent was really coming out strong now and it made me even more attracted to him. I nodded my head and pulled up to American deli. I ordered 2 boxes of 10 piece Lemon  pepper wings with 2 sweet teas. Got our food and went back into the car. "Lamar here yo food." This nigga got up instant and started eating like he ainn never ate before. Both of our high was coming down so everything was going back to normal. "So what do you do?" He asked while sipping on his tea. "I play basketball I cheer and run track." I answered. "Word?" He asked shocked. I nodded I know a lot of people don't think that cause I'm short. While we were eating we was just getting to know each other. Lamar is a really cool dude and he is attractive at that to. I pulled up back to the school and rolled my windows down so the smell can clear out. "Appreciate you paying for my food and getting me high." He said while walking into the school. "No problem Lamar it was nice hanging out with you." I said with a cheesy smile on my face. The rest of my day was pretty good I meant a couple of new people today I think her name is Jennifer and the other one is Kanya. Jennifer is a short Lil stack of pancakes she is Mexican and black. Kanya is kinda tall not really like normal height has a lot of curly hair and she is some type of race I can't remember but she is European mixed. I was walking home feeling all the joy and happiness fade away as I got closer to the house wishing my sibling were with me so I would at least have something to look forward to. I walked into the house and smelt the strong drugs and alcohol making my face scrunch up together. I walked into my room and it was trashed. My books everywhere. Lamp is broken. Clothes are out of my drawers. Everything is out of order! I felt my anger rising from the tip of my toes to the tips of my fingers. I went into the medicine cabinet and took my pill. Lithium is what it's called I suffer with a bipolar depression disorder. I took a few minutes to calm down and relax my nerves until I heard a glass break. I turned my head so fast I could have gotten whiplash I see my ma standing there looking crazy. Sweat coming out of her pores from being so dehydrated her hair out and tangled. Her eyes big as ever because she is on the hype right now. We made eye contact for a moment until she broke the silence. "Where is my stuff!!!" She asked raising her voice causing my to startle. "I d-don't know ma" I answered nervously. "YES YOU DO !" She yelled again grabbing the glasses and started throwing them at me. I covered my head with my arms and ran out the kitchen. The glass cups and plates hit me and I had bruises and blood running down my body. My heart was racing so fast. My head throbbing from the pain. My mind being every where else right now I can't even focus. I feel me feet start tingling and then my body just went numb. My eyes couldn't make out anything in front of me. My head spinning while seeing sparkles in the air . My feet couldn't keep straight I kept trying to walk and it wasn't working. Next thing I know I tripped and fell down the steps and everything just went black .