The Rose In The Concrete

Chapter 41

Chapter 41
Jenn POV
I was eating break fast with Janiah and just talking about stupid shit. "Girl how you and Ryan?" I asked her. "We good but that bitch be gettin on my nerves i can't stand her fuck ass" she responded rolling her eyes. I laughed, "Girl you know that girl loves you" i told her. We chatted for a few more minutes until we saw Wynter stomp down the steps. "Y'all we finna go out come with me" she told us. "Where we goin?" Janiah asked. "Just come on" Wynter said agitatedly. "Ight Ight Ight" i said.
We drove to sweet Charles then to the beach. We were eating our ice cream laying on the warm sand. Each sand spec was warming and tickling my back and lower body parts. I felt relaxed as so as Janiah and Wynter. "Wynter what's wrong?" Janiah asked. She did a deep sigh.
She told us the whole 1 hour story. "Damn when Ryan got out the bed?" Janiah said. "Off topic niah" Wynter said. "How do you feel?" I asked Wynter. "I don't know man... I still wanna be with her but like she cheated...?" She said fading her words away. "Marti doesn't know for sure what she did?" I asked. "No" she responded. "What the fuck.... i think y'all should have a long talk and no yelling or any cursing just saying how y'all feel cuz this is her first time messing up for real" Janiah said. "That's true but if she really did forgive n allat you don't wanna make it seem like you desperate cuz you never know if she is just playing around..." i said shrugging. "Girl you know marti not like that , this bitch been liking Wynter since middle school, but like i said y'all just need a nice long talk and explain y'all feelings about the situation" Janiah said. "I guess so i dunno if I'm ready to talk" she told us. "Then wait til you are ready take the time to rejuvenate yourself sis" Janiah said. We all laughed a lil and continued to eat our ice cream.
Sekani POV
"What's wrong with marti?" I asked Ryan. "Wynter and her got into a bad argument" she told me. I knocked on the door real hard "martianaaaa?" I said. No response i jiggled the door , it's locked. I grabbed the door knob really hard and forcefully twisted it to the right. About 10 seconds later the door opened. I saw her laying on the bed and her face was all red. "Aye marti..mane." i said softly rocking her back. "Leave me alone" she said. "Talk to me what happened ?" I asked her. "No it's stupid" she said. "Come on I'm yo boy bestie like your brother talk to me" i said sitting up on the bed next to her. She looked up at me then sat up. She took a deep sigh then explain everything that happened.
"Why would miya come all the way down to Cali just for her to ruin shit ? But marti you smarter than that man shit not cool , you just gotta make it up to her cuz in her head right now she thinks you like or still like Miya" i told her. She nodded. "I know i just miss Wynter i feel like she don't even want to be with me anymore" she told me. "Doubt it" i responded. "Mhm" She said laying back down. I stayed there for a few more moments then got up and left. "Go in there with her I'm her bro ion really do the girl cuddle shit" i told Ryan. She laughed and went in there .
I was on the sofa watching cartoons and eating some cereal. The girls bursted through the door. "Hey baby" jenn said to me pecking my lips and grabbing some of my cereal. "Where y'all went?" I asked. "Somewhere you didn't duh tf" janiah said. Ooouu i can't stand her bruh ! I ignored her and continued doing my thing.
Wynter POV
It was getting late n darker this is our last night here then we got to leave at 7pm tomorrow. It was 11:23 and everybody was in there rooms either packing or sleeping. I already packed and was just sitting down on the sofa. I really miss Martiana i know it's crazy why even go back to the person that hurt you... love makes you do crazy things. How strong my love is for her is unbelievable because i want to hug her and just be right next to her right now but i just can't. I gotta be stronger than that. My thoughts got rudely interrupted by a FaceTime call. I took a deep sigh , i answered without even looking at the caller I.D. "Wassup?" I answered. "Girl you look sleepy" a deep familiar voice said. I looked in the camera and saw Lamar. "Nigga what you want" i said rubbing my eyes. Me and Lamar worked on our friendship we realized we just won't have anything ever again we got too much bad history and trust issues with each other, remaining as friends is just the best it'll get with us and I'm honestly perfectly fine with that so is he .. as far as i know. "You Ight?" He asked. Tears started filling in my eyes when he asked that. "Yo why are you crying what's wrong Wynter ?" He asked again. "Marti man" i said sobbing. "What happened?" He asked. I explained the whole story , felt like i been doing this all day. "Wynter go talk to her" he said. "I don't know if I'm ready to talk or not like i dunno i just don't" i said sobbing again. "I mean yeah what she supposedly did was wrong but not communicating with each ain't gon make it better and don't even say y'all tried cuz that's full of yelling n cursing n nobody wanna hear allat when ya tryin to just get shit straight ya feel me?" He said with the lil southern accent poking through. "Yeah i feel you" i said. "Ight then , clear yo face up" he said. I just wiped my face and went back to my regular voice. "How you and kanya?" I asked him. "We Gucci." He said dry. Mhm. "How is my baby Polo" i said smiling. "Ohhh so he gon make you happy" he said laughing. "Yes let me see my baby boy" i said. "Ight Ight" he responded. He moved the phone to Polo. "Hey lil man" i said in my baby voice. He just smiled and giggled. "I miss you so much and I'm coming home to come see you how that sound?" I asked. He just smiled and started moving around. "Good I'll see you later ok you need to go to sleep mhaw" i said blowing a kiss. "Maw" He said. "Ight you go talk to marti Ight get things straight with yo relationship allat not talking isn't worth it" He said. "I will i will" i said. "Ight goodnight" he said. I waved bye and hung up. I took in what Lamar said and went up stairs. I was hesitant to go up there and talk to her. I i carefully went up the steps and sneaked into our room. I saw her laying down cuddled up with my pillow. This bitch... i took my pants off and put on a large t shirt climbing into the bed beside her. Wrapping my arms and legs around her. Ugh her scent, i miss it. I inhaled deep into her shirt smelling the soft perfume she sprays everyday. I moved my hand into her tangled blonde curls. Awe my baby, i started massaging her scalp making her relax. I pulled her closer to me forgetting all the bad that happened. "I'm so sorry Wynter I'm so so sorry" she said tiredly. "Shh it's ok baby it's ok baby" i responding i climbed on top of her and laid on her chest. My head resting on the rhythm of her heartbeat. My hand softly cupping the side of neck. "I love you so much baby" i told her. "I love you too i promise I'll never put you through this type of pain again" she told me. "Baby don't make promises you can't keep we both gon make some mistakes that's either gon end or improve our relationship Ight just keep loving me and I'll keep loving you , we'll be straight" i told her. She kissed my forehead and we both went to sleep. I miss her and this man.