My Bio (And Randomness)

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I Miss Asher.....

I'm Half Tempted to Tell Everyone to stop Texting Me Cause it gets Me Anticipated Because I think it's him and it's Not because I sit here and wait and stare at my Phone Waiting for a Message From Him..  just waiting to see my Notification Light Come On And Just open My Phone To See That He's Okay and that he didn't Mean to leave me here Alone and Just to feel His Love Again and Feel Safe And Happy and Loved and Just be able to call His Name Because I Know he doesn't know How Much I Love His Freaking Name And How Much I Love Saying His Name....even when I say His Name To Myself It makes Me smile Cause He makes Me Happy....and I'm Upset because I don't know If I Did Something To Scare Him Off Or What's Happening In His End....i just want to know if he's Okay Or Not....
I'd Rather Kill Myself Then Know I Scared Someone Like Him Off...thats the least of all things that i'd want to know Ive Done......Please Just text me And tell me what's Going on? Thelazywriter117

*Curls Up And Starts Crying* it's been 4 days Since you last texted me.....please just tell me Your Okay?....if your Hurting I Want To Know...i don't Want you to keep It From Me....even if your in the hospital I'd Still Want to Know.....dont keep Anything From Me Please?.....Cause not Knowing if your okay Hurts Enough....im even crying typing this...and for me it hurts like Hell to Cry Because my Eyes Start To Burn But I Don't Care Cause it Expresses How I Feel