My Bio (And Randomness)

some more Facts about Me (Surprise pt.3)

This is a chapter About More Facts About Me

1.I Am A Silent Shy Girl With Social And Regular Anxiety,some people it is very Hard for Me To Talk To and for some others it's Not

2. I Am Spooky And Silent again Lol often times if your floor doesn't Make Creeking or Settling Noises I am Very Silent and I often times Find People Turn Around And Jump Or Turn Around And Run Into Me because they simply didn't Know I Was There

3.my voice is.....well squeaky, Weird And High but is Considered A Ranging Voice Aswell Which Makes Me More Capable Of Mocking Noises And Impersonating Characters And People,I Can Also Impersonate Animals Like Dogs And Cats (Literally! There is No "Bark Bark" or "Meow" Crap I Literally Bark Like A Chihuahua and Meow Like A Kitten or Meow Like An Older Cat)

4. I often Times Like to Change up My Art Style but Loads of People Don't Notice it Lol

5. Some People Know This But I Along with Playing Instruments and Impersonating Characters Also Sing ^-^ so you can Say I'm Multi Talented I guess

6. I Am Very Nerdy and Often Times What My Stepdad Thinks I Don't Know About I Do Know About like Hooking Things Up,Putting Things Together,old school Games and Loads of things About Literature Cause I Love Literature,Books,Poems,And Songs and I Do Think Having a Guy Serenade A Girl Even If They Can't Sing is Very Sweet and Cute and I highly recommend that every guy does that for their Girl Or Even If another guy does that for his boyfriend or Something

7. I When I'm Depressed get 1. Really Agressive And Snotty 2. And Usually Like To Spend Time By Myself outside With My Animals Or curled Up In My Blanket sleeping it off

8. Internally I Often Times Need Alot of Emotional Support and bottle Everything Up Inside and I Manage to Hold it for Months but I Do Look For Someone To Talk To About It Because My Mom Doesn't exactly Help

9. I Love music,Small Things,and Children. Honestly I Love Babies,Toddlers and Little Kids In General they Look Up To Me But I'm Kinda A Bad Influence Lol My Grades Suck And I Panic When I Lose Something,And For Music I Find That alot of songs I listen to I already Relate to lol,and I Appreciate the Small Things But I Often Times Hide the fact that I Appreciate them lol

10. I don't Know if anyone Notices This But Lately I've Been Able to go to Sleep To Night Storms Playlist on Spotify Which Is A Rainstorm Playlist Otherwise I Can't Sleep but I've Also Been Able to Fall Asleep Listening to BOTDF

11. I Love Nature,Forest Walks,Flowers And Being With People Outside Going somewhere but I'm Kind of Always Forgotten When It Comes to Being In A Group Often Times they Get Up And Head Somewhere Else And Leave Me At The current Place and I Panic Because I Do Deal With Separation Anxiety Aswell As Social Anxiety and Just Anxiety In General I Mean I Panic When I'm Too Far From My Mom in Wal-Mart and Even When I Lose Her In There I Like Speed Walk Through the store Trying not to run Just So I Can Find My Mom And Be Near Her -_- so it's kinda Scary for me to Be Left Somewhere alone Especially In Public
But Also Like Social Anxiety I Don't Feel That Way Often.

12. This may be a Tad Bit Lame But I Love Rain and it's Typically Either Cloudy Or Rainy On My Bday and the only thing I'm Not Excited About Is The Food unless My Grandma Makes A Dish For My Bday (My Grandma Is Filipino and Half Chinese so I Eat Alot Of Asian And Filipino Food lol But I'm Also Part Everything Else Lol you name it I'm Probably Half Of It)

13. (Specifically For Joshyy) I Deal With Severe Depression Or Bipolar Depression so I Find Myself in A Whole Where Everything I do Is Cause Conflict And I Take In Everything I've done in the past and it hurts me Worse Than Ever,and I Also Have Mania which is Uncontrollable Excitement/Anger like I could Be Angry Or Pissed But I'd Be Angry Or Pissed For No Reason And i Eventually Take It Out On Someone If I Don't Have A Place to go to Calm Down so I'm Pretty Sure You Can Say I'm A Fixer Upper! But you Make Me Happy And You Take My Pain Away (Have Honestly Never Felt This Happy before which is A Good Thing)

14. (Another One Specifically For Joshyy) I Pout And Cry Alittle When I Miss You And I'm Like *Pouty Face* I Miss Joshyyyyyyy ;-; cause When Your Away Is When I Long For Your Cuddles and Kisses The Most 😊

15. I Kinda well this is A Very Weird One But I Can Only Fall Asleep Comfortably In Someone Else's House if their Blankets Smell Weird Or Smell Familiar which is Why My Blanket Smells Weird Lol I Don't Do Anything to it just use it to sleep although I do Agree That it needs to Be Washed lol

16. I'm Boring Just As Much As I Am Fun ^-^ I Love Art,Poetry,and Literature (which states how Wise I Can Be At Times Lol) But I Also Like Having Fun Hanging Out With Friends,Being My Normal Goofy Self,Being Weird,and Loving Games,And Movies,and Cosplaying,Playing Instruments,all Just as Much As Do Reading And Writing Poetry,Songs,And Literature Like Stories ^-^

17. You Probably Know This Already
But I Am A Switch  (Little to Normal Or Kitten To Little And Kitten To Normal which is what Makes Me Apart Of DDLG) But I'm Often Times Kitten! And when I'm like that I Like to Play,eat Cookies,drink Milk and Just Be Playful And Goofy and I'm Not Exactly Aware that Me In Kitten Spaces Can't do Everything but I try to ! ^-^ but I do Make A Mess

18.I Love Cwuddles! And getting Huggies,and Kissies

19. I'm very Odd personality Wise like My Mind Doesn't Know Wether to Be Peaceful,cutesy,Calm,or if it wants me to Start A Riot and Be Obnoxious XD

20. In every Male To Female Relationship I'm Always The Small One Due To Height And Actions (I'm literally Only 5'8 but Joshyy Is Probably Taller Than Me Like Everyone Else) but its Oki I Like Being The Small And Careful One,I mean I'm Abit Fragile At The Same Time but Every Big Partner Needs a Smaller Partner that they can Fall Back On and who would take care of them When Their Physically Hurt,Sick,or Just Hurting Mentally but Being the Smaller Partner I Do Have Mental Health Problems too and I Do Like Someone to Talk To About Them When I'm Not Feeling So Good And I Like When the bigger Part (In My Case Joshyy) Is Able to Listen And
Give advice even if they've never been Through It Before it assuring When They Try to understand,although advice might not work all the time it is Okay ^-^

21. This Is Another Weird Fact But I Sleep Shirtless Unless if I Sleep With My Shirt On Unless Joshyy,You Want to Snuggle With A Human  Heater That'll Make You Sweat :)

This is Mainly For New Comers And Josh CirqueDieFreak Because I Luv Woo And Have Many Things For You In My Drafts And When You Come Back I'm Going to Drop And Publish Everything I Tagged you To That's Specifically For You To show how Much I Write For You And About You When Your Away
All because I Miss You
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~4/8/18~