Dear Senpai

Letter 6

Dear Koi-senpai

Okay. I don't know how to begin.
Ummmmm. . .

It all started when I was still Grade 7.
Of course its Grade 7!
All love stories start at Grade 7!

Yup so Grade 7.
You were the very first person I noticed.
I never liked you at first sight.
I just thought you looked cool.

We never were the closest when we were still Grade 7.

I was part of the group who liked K-Pop.
You were part of the group who were gamers.

And just like that Grade 7 passed by with the blink of an eye.

Grade 8, I was unsure if you would still be in the science class.
I always hoped that you would.

We became closer during grade 8.
We weren't seat mates but we would occasionally sit with each other.
With my best friend though!
I would never have the courage to sit next to you alone.

My best friend was the bridge to the both of us.
You were close with each other.
Well you ARE seat mates.

You and my best friend has a group chat.
With my friend being the only girl of the group.

2018 is the year that got the both of us closer.
We were already using first name basis.
Though I would call you by your nickname.

When I got closer with you there was only 3 months left.

I really gave it my all on those three months.

When you became an honor student for the first time I was happy for you.

Sadly you didn't make it for the 4th grading.

Grade 8 ended and it was my favorite year yet.

When summer came I cried.
I knew that you would still be in the science class.
The only problem was your crush was also in the science class.

That's why when summer came.
I decided that I will try to get over you.

So that when school starts once again I didn't have to suffer anymore.

And it worked!

I got over you.

Yeah we talk with each other.

We spend time together.

But it didn't feel so real like before.

Now your closer than ever with your crush.

Even though I know that you love someone else now.

I know your crush will love you one day.

But you wont love her back anymore.

Serves the two of you right.

-Sacchan