Dear Senpai

Letter 5

Dear Skylie,

Good Morning.
How do you do.
Satsuki Aoi at your service.

I hope you weren't reading the last letter.
Its a bit embarrassing for me if you did read it.

Well I never really did agree that this letter would be posted on Wattpad.
With the fear that you might read it, but whats the point if you don't.

Alright I'm gonna start simple.
I fell in love with you when we were still little.
Grade 7, year 2017.

I could still remember how I first felt like a puppy in love.
It was not true love yet.
But maybe, puppy love.

Then we became grade 8 students.
This time my puppy love wasn't puppy love anymore.

True love.

That's what it was.

I did tell you I love you a thousand times.
I wasn't even hiding my feelings.

Yet you would never accept them.
You've rejected me too many times that I've gotten used to it.
I've treated it as a joke.

Because I'm still hoping that you will change your answer one day.

My friend helped me reach you.
It all started in a group chat.
My friend was the vice leader of that group.

She added you saying that she felt like it.
After adding you immediately became friends with all the other members.

Akuma was an exception.
She hated you.
With the sole reason because I like you.

Time passed by the both of you came to like each other then became friends.

I dunno what you talked about though.

There are a lot of secrets that I'm keeping from you.

I have no plans of telling them here.

Ill give you a hint though. . .

I hope you liked the book 😜

Grade 8 is a very long ride for me. I have achieved so many things in this grade with you.

When I held your hand.
When I first took a picture with you hugging me.
When we danced together even if we weren't partners.
When I sang a song for you at our  Christmas Party.
When I said that you were my crush in front of my sister, mom and classmates.

Year 2018 and were Grade 9 students now.

Everything that happens this year has been really special for me.

You didn't ignore me like you always did.

You would always respond at my jokes.

You would smack my shoulders from time to time.

You would agree to what I have to say.

It really made me happy.

I know.
I may sound stupid right now.

But that's just now.
I mean we all grow old and mature.
So I'm pretty sure by then I'm a bit responsible.

Grade 9 is not over yet so I'm hoping for more memories to come.

I could write more about our story, but I need to know your own opinion about me too.

Oh and I almost forgot!
All those guys going after you
(From Grade 7 to 9)

Their no match for me!
I've known you longer.
Been with you longer.
And stayed with you longer.

Plus I'm not like them who acts like playboys.
Jumping from girl to girl.

Now and always.
I'm pretty sure your the only one in my line of sight.

Short as it may be.
There actually is a sense in this letter.

Some of you reading may not notice it yet.

But once you experience the same thing I do.

You'll know immediately.

I hope this message reaches your Wattpad account.

Yours Truly,
Satsuki Aoi