Back to the Ground

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It's been 43 days since I had opened up to the world about what had happened between Finn and me. People called me brave and all of this other stuff, but what makes me brave? I'm brave because I posted the truth and my honest and open feelings? I don't get it. What I do understand is that I miss what I had before it all. I miss those good morning and goodnight texts and the silly conversations we'd have all the time. After I posted about it, the texts because different. It was the same, every single day. Every day I got a text from Finn,

Finny Boy❤️
Good morning my love, I'm here whenever you're ready

And every day I would respond the same way.

Me
Good morning, I'll be ready soon.

My feelings have adapted and changed and I have adapted and changed. I still love him so so much, I don't think I'll ever stop. And I miss him so so much and I don't think I'll ever stop. But I've realized new things. Our relationship was too perfect. We never truly argued. But something about this whole thing is that I feel like this is meant to be. I feel this certain sparkle in my stomach whenever I get those good morning texts, even after I've gotten it every day. I truly do love him. That's why I decided to text him.

Me
I'm ready to talk through this. Let me know when you can spend some time talking .

And I know he feels the same. But I don't want to rush into something again to just be left heartbroken. I just need to figure out what to do. It shouldn't take too long, right?

A/N okay so this is short but it's just an introduction to how she's been feeling, and all of that fun stuff. I think for this book it will be a mix of different forms of social media and irl chapters. I reallllly want to dig into Hannas feelings in this book too. Stir up some drama and definitely get some ANGST!!!