SILA 2

Chapter 15. If Only part 1

^^^^ enjoy my edit😭

"Bitch I will bite your dick off" -Olivia Peart

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Kianna P.O.V

I moaned out as I took a giant bite into the ridiculously huge burger. Jaida looked up at me then laughed. "Wow somebody was really hungry" she says then takes another sip from her smoothie.

I nodded my head my mouth full. "Can I go into Nike?" Jayden said from the far end of the table. Jaida and I both looked his way then at each other.

I cleared my throat "uh I dunno,I mean we already weren't supposed to leave, I don't want anything ba-" "I'll be fine" he said shrugging his shoulders while looking behind me, I watched as he began to smile at someone.

I looked over my shoulder and mentally ohhhed when I saw two girls waving towards him. "Oh I see, run along but stay close, you have my number, hey and don't leave Nike" I yelled after him as he ran off towards the store.

"Ok mom!" He yelled back laughing. I turned around in my seet then smiled. "You ok?" Jaida asked watching me closely. I looked up nodding my head "I'm fine, it's just he just called me mom and it kinda threw me off, I dunno" I said laughing awkwardly. Jaida smiled taking my hands.

"Girl I just met you but I already know your gonna be an awesome mom" she said laughing. I laughed back. "Well, I certainly hope so" I looked down at my stomach rubbing it. It felt as if it were growing bigger and bigger each day. Which it was.

But More then I anticipated. "I'm already so huge, and my ass is getting so fat" I laughed. Jaida face palmed laughing.

After finishing our food we decided to walk around a little. Of course not to far away from Nike. "Anyways we have sex all the time, but you know sometimes I feel like he wants more, I don't know if I'm ready for more, and then there's something's he doesn't know, and I know he doesn't want to know those things either" Jaida said sighing.

I smiled at her patting her back lightly. I knew what those things were and I didn't judge at all. It's not like she wants to do those things, it more like a have to. "I'm sure you can't find something else to do" I say checking my phone again.

Jaida sighed again shaking her head. "Nope, my reputation is so bad its almost impossible to get a job, trust me I've tried" she said. I wanted to ask some more questions about Keith and his past but I didn't want to seem noisy or annoying.

But I knew Keith was hiding something I just had a gut feeling. "So Keith never told me how you guys met" I said nudging her in the side. She pursed her lips. "Well it's a funny story" she said laughing. I smiled "Enlighten me" I said quirking a brow.

*lol flashback *

Jaida's P.O.V. btw

I walked into Petro's kitchen grabbing a drink off of the counter. I downed it down then took another. After my fourth I realized I was being watched. My eyes stared back at the man sitting at the counter watching me as he took a sip of his drink. "Can I help you?" I said running a hand through my hair.

He smirked at me. "I dunno" he said tilting his head to look at me. His eyes slowly ran over the tight black dress that was clinging onto me, his eyes then traveled back up to my eyes. "Your gorgeous" he said getting out of his seat and walking over to me. I pursed my lips.

"Wow straight forward, I like it" I said crossing my hands over my chest. He bit his lip then turned around to look out the door. He nodded the towards the door. I grabbed another drink then followed behind him outside. He slipped a box of cigarettes out of his pocket then handed me one. "No thanks I don't smoke" I said slaking my head.

He nodded his head taking it back. "The girl who drinks but doesn't smoke" he said to himself lighting up his cigars. "I have a name" I said taking a sip from my cup. I soon grown used to the burning sensation. "And what might that be?" He said leaning against the house. "Jaida" I said looking out towards the lake view.

"Beautiful, mine is Keith of course I got a different name over here but you can call me Keith" he said taking another puff from his cigarette then blowing out smoke. "Nice, and what do they call you?" I said looking back inside then at him. He cleared his throat looking away from me.

"Cutthroat" he said quietly taking another puff then blowing it out again. I pursed my lips realizing I was conversing with a murderer. It got quiet after that and I could tell that 'Kieth' was under a lot of stress. "Well Cutthroat..you wanna go upstairs and fuck or something?" I said standing closer to him. Keith smirked as he killed his cigarette.

He turned to look at me wrapping his hands around my waist. "I think right here is fine" he whispered in my ear then attacked my lips. He lifted me off the ground my legs wrapped tightly around his waist . I moaned in his mouth my hands secured around his neckt. Nobody was outside and it was also incredibly dark out .

"You sure?" I said as he reached into his back pocket slipping out a condom. "You offered, I'm delivering" he said lifting my dress up. I screamed out as he thrusted into me. "Fuck your so big" I moaned out as he quickened his pace..... (lol anyways) *ring ring RING BITCH

*present*

"Oh hold on, it's Jason" Jaida said showing me the phone then walking off answering it. I walked back to the table we were sitting at and waited for Jaida to finish the phone call. A few moments later I saw Jayden walking out of Nike with the two same girls.

"Bye Jayden see you later" one of them giggled kissing him on the cheek the other giggled then kissed him on the other.

He waved goodbye then headed towards me. The girls looked at me confused when he sat down next to me. Then started to give me weird looks along with rolling there eyes. I laughed to myself.

"Hey anything new about my dad, where's Jaida?" He asked sitting down. I shrugged my shoulders "She went to take a phone call" I said smiling softly at him. Even though he didn't like to show it I knew he loved his dad. And obviously missed him.

"I'm sure Roy is fine" I said when I saw his face beginning to drop. He looked up at me then back down at the table. "Uh so are you gonna be my sister or something?" He asked a few moments later.

"I guess only if you want me to" I laughed. He laughed to "Its just crazy cuz I would always ask my mom for siblings but she would always say 'ask your dad!', I mean I knew about Keith but my dad just thought that they would never see each other again, guess we were wrong" he said playing with a ketchup packet on the table.

"Well, a lot of things are gonna happen soon, hopefully anyways" I said smiling down at my stomach. "Uh can I uh touch it?" He said awkwardly scratching the back of his neck. I laughed nodding. He got up and sat next to gently placing his hand over my stomach. His lighted up.

"That's cool, I can't wait to have kids oh uh not now though I mean later later like after school and stuff" he said choking on his words. "Don't worry your secret safe with me" I laughed.

"Hey we gotta go" Jaida said running towards our table tears rolling down her cheek I looked behind her and saw Jason his eyes puffy. "Why? What's wrong? Jaida" I said my heart beating a mile a second. Jaida grabbed her bag avoiding eye contact with me.

"Jason tell me!" I screamed tears already rolling down my cheeks. "Your making scene. Car. Now" Jason said grabbing my arm pulling me outside of the mall. When we finally reached inside of the car I looked at Jaida and Jason patiently. "Fucking tell me!" I yelled.

"It's Roy and Keith..they got shot" Jason said swallowing hard.