Other Side {Trilogy}

⊙56⊙

*May - Houston*

Janae POV:

Kirko: "Babe. You're gonna have ta do sum'n eventually. You can't juss lay in bed all hours of tha day, Nae..."

I didn't say anything. I didn't even look at him.

Kirko: "NaeNae..."

Me: "Do you understand the fact dat I'm not in tha mood ta do anything? I'm not happy Kirk. I'm far from it. My child is gone! She's not coming back!"

He pulls me into a hug and I hug him back.

I guess you can say dat I'm depressed. A day before my eight month mark...I went into early labor and it's tha same day I found out I was havin' a daughter. I was already having issues.

An emergency C-Section had ta be done. She was out. All good. But, then it all went downhill from there.

Kirko: "Janae, you gotta talk ta someone. It's not good ta be like dis. Mentally or emotionally. So...I set up an appointment wit a Psychiatrist..."

Me: "Kirk-"

Kirko: "You're goin'. We're goin'. You gotta express your feelings..."

I juss look at him. I highly doubt it'll work. But...it's whatever...he thinks will work.
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Phone Call:

"I did what you asked. And I have yet seen anything you were supposed to give me..."

"You'll get it. Don't worry. And don't rush. But, just because you got it done, doesn't mean I don't have the results I was looking for!"

"What else do you want me to do?!"

"Keep trying! What the hell else!? You worry about what you have to do. Leave the rest to me..."
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*Atlanta*

Chris POV:

For tha last thirty minutes...I've been goin' back and forth with Mariah. But, she's not budging with me. And I really wish she would. But, I guess you can say this is what I should expect from her.

I'm just sitting on my bed with it on speaker. Because tha way I'm feelin'...I just need her to agree!

Me: "It's just for a few days, Mariah. I'll even set up your flight. Book your room. I just wanna see my daughter. Is that too much to ask?"

Mariah: "If you wanna see ha...why not juss come up hea'?"

Me: "Because Ion wanna be around yo nigga. That's why. Ion wanna have to hear and deal with his bullshit. That's why. Long story short...Ion wanna deal with tha nigga period!"

Mariah: "Well, if it's ta see Reina, then he shouldn't be an issue fa you, Chris..."

Me: "Oh, yea. Like it'll be that easy.." I say sarcastically

I sigh and rub my face

Me: "Look. I'd just rather not. Listen...I know I've fucked up, okay. You keep reminding me. But, I wanna have some type of father-daughter relationship with Reina. I have a few days to relax. I just wanna focus on her. I'm begging here..."