Other Side {Trilogy}

⊙47⊙

*A week later*

*Los Angles*

Bresha POV:

Eva since dat night wit Quees...its been hella complicated. He doesn't want me ta leave. But, he caused dis. I didn't ask fa it.

He's tha father of my children. Which is part of tha reason why I wanted ta fix it in tha first place. But, he want ta act like a single nigga.

I can't keep or control a man dat doesn't want ta be kept. And I can't control a grown ass man.

As I was tapping up boxes, I heard tha doe close. I look up only ta see Quees. I look down and continue tapping.

Jacquees: "So, we're not speaking today?"

I stay quiet.

Jacquees: "Not even a wave? A blink?"

I give him a head nod as I continued tapping.

Jacquees: "Guess we acting funny now..."

Me: "What is there ta talk about? We've talked about me moving. We've talked about tha shit dat happened. Not much ta say bruh..."

Jacquees: "You're really about to let this go?"

Me: "You did! You really think an apology and sex is good enough ta fix our marriage? We'd be living a lie if dat was tha case. Your sorry doesn't make up fa getting anotha bitch pregnant. You shoulda kept yo dick in yo pants, bro..." I said as I shrugged it off

Jacquees: "I did all that I could to show you how much I love you and that I was sorry. I never wanted to intentionally hurt you. I didn't wanna hurt you at all! I'm not who I used to be, Jebresha..."

Me: "Apparently you are! Only difference is....you married me. You changed your relationship status juss ta act single. If dat was tha case, you shoulda stayed single. You did what chu wanted. Then came home ta me...and acted like you were oh, so faithful..."

I feel my voice crack and look down.

Me: "I thought you were different. Dat night I met chu....I wasn't tryin' ta get wit chu. Mariah talked me into it. I gave you a chance though in hopes I would get what I was lookin' fa. I fucked up one time. And it wasn't even my fault! But, I apologized and stayed faithful. You stopped trusting me. Meanwhile...you were out hea' hoing around while I was being tha wife I was supposed ta be. Neva again will I have some nigga fuck wit my heart...."

Jacquees: "B, Ion wanna fuck with yo heart. I want it back. I hate this. I miss you. Like I said, I'll do what it takes to fix it. Baby, I'm willing to do whatever to get you, my beautiful wife and mother of my three kids, back. Baby, just don't leave me. Ion want that..."

Me: "Shoulda thought about our marriage and family before you fucked up..."

I walk off and go into tha kitchen. I'm not one of those forgive and forget. He hurt me. Most of all...he hurt our family.

I know I'm probably in some wrong too fa not tryin' ta fix it. But, I'm not...about ta forgive a nigga dat hurt me multiple times. I'd rather be a single mother than a mother in an unfaithful marriage.