I'm starting to feel like interest in this is dwindling even though I just started and I really dont want that to happen so from now on the person with the best comment will get a dedication, i'll still update even if no one comments or votes but I just like knowing that people are enjoying what I'm writing. I'm dropping down to one chapter per upload and i'll update once or twice a week. I hope you actually read that authors note and will give me suggestions for youtube videos, i'll give you a dedication for that too. So yeah, enjoy!!
(When texting bold is mitch and italics is scott)
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Scott drove carefully, sipping his Starbucks and trying to keep his eyes on the road rather than on his gorgeous boyfriend. Things had changed so much in the last 48 hours, he could barely keep up. It was hard to believe that everything had fallen into place so easily, he just hoped that things would continue to work out for them.
As he pulled into a parking space in front of the school building Scott turned to see Mitch biting his lip worriedly, luckily they still had ten minutes to kill before they had to go inside. “Mitchie, what’s the matter?” he looked at his boyfriend with a small frown on his face. Scott wished that he could just kiss the sadness away but he knew Mitch wasn’t ready for public affection and anyone could walk by and see them.
“Scotty, I don’t know if I can do this. I haven’t even told my parents yet and honestly I don’t think I can. I’m not strong like you and you shouldn’t have to deal with my crap. You should be with a guy who’s ready to walk into school holding your hand, not an idiot who isn’t even sure he can tell his parents. Maybe this whole thing was a mistake, maybe I shouldn’t be with you because I will never be able to live with myself if I hurt you Scotty. I will honestly hate myself for it.” Scott could tell Mitch was close to tears but he felt his heart speed up at the thought of losing him and he knew that he had to convince Mitch not to walk away.
“Mitch, please don’t ever say that this is a mistake because being with you is already the best thing that ever happened to me and it hasn’t even been a day yet. I am in love with you and everything that you are, even your fears. I don’t need the PDA and stuff, as long as I know you’re mine then I’m alright. Of course I would love to proudly show the whole world that I’m dating the most gorgeous, talented, loving, incredible guy that I’ve ever met but I can wait for as long as you want me to because I’m crazy about you. I know coming out is hard and scary and you can never be 100% sure how someone will react but I also know that basically everyone loves you and that I’ll be by your side through everything and I’m not going to push you into anything you aren’t comfortable with. I haven’t even told my parents about us because I knew you wanted to come out to your parents first. I’m in this with you no matter what babe. Now, dry your tears and let’s get to class.” Mitch took a deep breath and wiped his eyes before grabbing his bag and pulling down the visor to check his hair.
After he finished he turned to Scott, “I don’t know what I did to deserve you but Im going to do my best to make sure that that beautiful smile of yours never fades away. I spent so long searching for this feeling and I’m so happy that I found it with you Scotty. You’re just such a blessing and I want to share that with someone, I want to tell my parents and I want you to be there with me… actually I have a better idea. Your parents get home Sunday right?” He smiled for the first time since they had pulled into the parking lot.
“Yeah, Sunday afternoon around 3. Why?” Scott wasn’t sure what Mitch was planning but he knew he would follow along. He trusted Mitch more than he trusted anyone and he just wanted to help make things better for him.
