Hi guys, I hope you're having an amazing day! Im finally beggining to get over my writers block but I want to get on a schedual so that it'll be easier to keep posting regularly. So i'll be posting on Wednesdays and Saturdays. I wish I could dedicate this to both of the people who commented because you're both so sweet but alas I cannot. So I want to dedicate this chapter to Brownieburry and still give a shout out to pentatonixfan4life. Thank you both for your support!
Also if you're interested, my youtube channel will be officially launched in late july/ early August and the 1st 5 people to subscribe to it will win a tee shirt that my friend is designing for me and a thank you letter. I just want to do something special for the people who support me and will hopefully support me no matter where this goes. When I do launch, i'll pick a day for weekly videos but I've already planned my first one and im working on it... A cover of Run To You by Pentatonix! I've been working really hard on it and I cant wait to share it with you guys. Well hopefully you read this and I love you all so much.
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Mitch didn’t let himself think about the whole number thing until after he walked into his second block class and sat down, but once he did it all came at him. He really didn’t want to be that boyfriend, the one that got all jealous when someone else even got to close to his boyfriend, but Jackson had obviously been flirting with Scott and he was oblivious to it. He couldn’t even talk to his best friend about it because Scott was his best friend and he didn’t want to make it seem like he didn’t trust him because he did. He totally did, it was the other guys that he didn’t trust and going to Kirstie to talk about this mess was totally not an option. Even though she seemed so happy for them, he had been dating her a few days ago and he didn’t think she was as cool with their breakup as she seemed not to mention the fact that Scott was her best friend too and he never wanted her to have to be in the middle of something between them.
The whole thing was making him sick to his stomach with the thought of losing the person he loved, he had finally gotten the courage to be with someone who really made him happy and they couldn’t even have a day before something went wrong. He was going to come out to his parents. No matter the consequence he was all in for this relationship and nothing would ever change that. He didn’t even want to think about a day where he’d have to wake up and live with the knowledge that Scott wasn’t his to hold and kiss and love anymore. He couldn’t want to be in a world where he wasn’t dating Scott, he couldn’t go back to that, not after he had felt the glow that Scott brought to his life.
It didn’t help at all that since the whole Casey thing Scott hadn’t really been able to pick up on flirting, he didn’t really understand that guys were drawn to the fact that he wasn’t afraid to be himself and the fact that he was gorgeous didn’t really hurt him either he kept waiting for the other shoe to drop. Girls were crazy about him too but Mitch wasn’t really worried about that. The last time Scott kissed a girl was ages ago and he came out a few weeks after that.
He wasn’t sure if he could watch someone flirt with his boyfriend and not do anything about it, even if he didn’t flirt back. But maybe this wasn’t actually a problem, Scott loved Mitch. That was one thing he was sure of, he could see it in his eyes and feel it in his kiss. Even knowing all this, Mitch couldn’t help but think that if he was more attractive and more deserving of someone as amazing as Scott, then maybe guys like Jackson coming along wouldn’t worry him so much but as it was he was terrified of this guy sweeping in and making Scott realize that he could do so much better. His mind kept thinking of the worst possible scenarios and he knew that it wouldn’t solve anything but he couldn’t help it. He had always been the type of person that worried about something until it was fixed.
