Without You • K.TH

24

Taehyung's point of view

Today was definitely one of the worst days of my life.

I was 30 minutes late to class but what can I say.

I barely slept last night.

Everything with Mina and our argument didn't leave my mind yesterday night.

I was mad.

But,

I wasn't myself yesterday.

I lost control of myself.

I was dumb and stupid.

Why did I yell at her?

Why was I so jealous?

Why did I get so angry?

I had questions that I myself didn't have answers for.

I'm going to talk to her.

But what if she doesn't want to?

I shrugged my negative thoughts and focused back on the professor.

End of point of view

"What's wrong?" Lena asked me as we walked side to side to the cafeteria.

"Nothing" I sighed while placing my books on the table.

"You sure?" She tilted her head, raising an eyebrow at me.

Lena knows that something's bothering me but if I don't tell her myself, she knows that I don't want to talk about or at least not now.

I hummed in response.

Lena and I were supposed to eat lunch together but I have no appetite.

I haven't eaten anything the whole day.

I just feel tired and somehow empty.

I should do something about us.

But he was the one who started everything.

I didn't do anything wrong.

Or did I?

"I'll be back, wait here" I told Lena and rushed to the bathroom.

I washed my face with some cold water, trying to wash away all my thoughts too.

My head is hurting from how much I've been thinking.

I need to go home.

I don't feel good.

At all.
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The second I got out of the car, I started feeling nauseous.

I ran to my front door, fiddling with the keys.

I managed to finally open the door.

I then rushed to the toilet downstairs, throwing my bag and the keys on the floor.

It felt like I was about to vomit my own stomach out.