Without You • K.TH

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According to what I've been reading about losing your virginity, everything was true.

The pain, pressure and the day after.

I could barely walk.

But the warm shower in the morning did help ease the pain.

"Mina, breakfast is ready"

I groaned as I kept walking, trying to endure the stinging pain.

Laying down on the couch as fast as I could, I immediately grabbed a blanket and covered myself with it.

"Does it still hurt?" Taehyung askes as he came in with two dishes in his hands.

"Uhhmm"

"I'm sorry"

"Why you apologizing? this is totally normal"

"I don't know, I feel bad for some reason"

"Don't be" I chuckled and playfully hit his arm as we started eating.

"How is it?"

"The food?" I stared at him as he nodded eagerly.

I took another bite of whatever the hell I was eating and looked up at him.

"It's okay"

"Just okay?"

"I mean it's eatable"

He stayed mad as I finished eating.

Is he mad?

I'm dating a kid and not and adult apparently.

"Tae"

"Hmm"

"What's wrong? Are you mad at me?"

He wasn't answering so I came up with an idea.

"Tell me, what's on your mind?" I whispered seductively as I didn't hesitate to straddle his lap.

His eyes were now burning with both anger and lust.

"You really just asking to be unable to walk for a year huh?" He whispered and within seconds, he was already carrying me to to the bedroom.

Guess, I don't need the lower part of my body anymore.
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"Let's go to sleep, it's getting late" I nudged Taehyung and got up from the couch.

He hummed as we both started getting ready for bed.

After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I threw myself on the bed and closed my eyes.

I've been home all day, why am I so tired?

"Goodnight Tae" I whispered as soon as I felt the mattress drooping.

I turned off the lamp and and slid further into the blanket.

"I don't want you to leave" Tae pulled me closer to him and wrapped his hand around my waist.

I was trying to come up with a response but I couldn't.

I didn't want to leave him.

But it's best if I do.

I kept quiet and closed my eyes, trying to fall asleep so I can get my mind off the burning feeling in my heart.

"I love you so much, it's impossible for me to put it into words. You're one of a kind Mina and I don't want to lose you.

He stayed quiet before his hand held mine.

"I know that I'll be losing a piece of my heart when you leave"

I bit my lips and held my tears that were about to fall down

I don't want to face him.

Because if I do......

It'll make leaving harder than it already is.