Fatigué ➳ jjk+kth

xi

You ignore me and treat me coldly
But I can't take you out of my mind
- Boy In Luv

it's beautiful in a scarred way.

the crimson that spills against the white tiles, extending its red arms over the cracks of the surface.

the tiles are the canvas, me.

i will always be under you, ready to hold you up whenever you fall.

and you, you are the blood.

the thick liquid that hisses at the paintbrush, splaying against the cream of the canvas, smothering it with your tears.

my arms are the results of your love.

of the blood that was spilt.

of the anguish that was covered.

and it's beautiful to me.

because anything related to you was beautiful in my eyes.

anything but me.