Fatigué ➳ jjk+kth

xiv

It doesn't matter if it hurts
Make it tighter so I can't escape
- Blood, Sweat and Tears

four words.

that's all i took to have everything, everything crumble.

like walls collapsing, my heart shattered, shards of glass digging into my weeping organs.

and blood.

it's everywhere.

like paint splayed against the bathroom walls, the colour vibrant of the white.

white. a colour so pure.

so unlike me.

for i am a monster. a devil.

a demon that no one wants. no one loves.

i am a selfish man, holding you away from your happiness.

i am shielding you from a better relationship.

i am selfish. I am cruel.

i am unworthy of your love.

you're eyes form crescent whenever they rest on him, the stars reflected from your dark orbs.

but when your eyes capture mine...

there is no love. there is no care.

nothing but boredom.

you're weary. fed up with playing a game.

you're tired of me.

we should break up.