Fatigué ➳ jjk+kth

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Your heart is only going further away
- Dead Leaves

he doesn't notice.

he hasn't noticed that the box has fallen to the floor, letters scattered across the dull floorboards, curls of black smiling innocently up at him.

nor does he care.

for the guilt that eats at his stomach coats over anything that mattered at that moment.

the guilt that taunts him, darkened shadows dancing above him with jeering snarls.

but the thought, the simple idea, that kim taehyung.

his ex-boyfriend.

his first love.

dead.

he doesn't believe it.
he doesn't want to believe it.

because this.

this was all his fault.

it was his fault that never would he see that beautiful boxy smile.

his fault that never would he hear that sacred laugh.

his fault that he would never hear such heartfelt world's ever leave the elder's lips.

his fault that he had fallen to jimin's traps.

had allowed him to drag him away, gently prying him from the man he loved most.

fiery, red embers ignite in his stomach, clawing to be released.

anger.

at himself. at jimin.

for he had been blind.

blind at the masterpiece before him.

completely, utterly blind.

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because some of you wanted to see how my dude Kook was going, i'll be adding a few extra chapters on that!

There will be more! So pls stay! 💜