Fatigué ➳ jjk+kth

xxiii

Without you, tears fill up my heart
It's just black hell
- Even if I die, it's only you

he can't look at him.

look at him without the image of taehyung's pained smile painting his mind.

forced happiness.

his fault.

"babe."

his voice is winy to his ears. an irritation.

he doesn't respond.

he doesn't want to.

he doesn't care.

"talk to mee."

stop being needy.

for once, jungkook wants him to leave.

wants jimin to disappear from his sight.

because taehyung is all he wants.

all he needs.

and it was jimin.

jimin who had snatched him from such an angel, cutting him from his oxygen supply as he grasps at anything, everything from the roar of the sea beneath him.

so what he was selfish?

he was only selfish for him.

for taehyung.

only if taehyung knew that his once lover still harboured such fragile feelings for him.

but his chance was gone. blown over.

and it was jimin's fault.

and his

he didn't want to know that.

for his mind was right.

he had been a culprit of taehyung's plea to flee the world of sins.

he had been the one to tell him to leave. to disappear from his sight.

he didn't want to that admit.

for he was a coward.

a weak man who lurked in the background.

for all he knew were lies.

to breed them. to allow them to snake over his loved ones, like a deadly plague.

he was a liar.

and he was tired of it.