Monday 17th June
Why? Why me? I knew i was different to everyone else in my pack, the midnight hollow pack. I was the "Daughter" of the Alpha. Shouldn't i also be treated with love? respect? loyalty? I'd asked myself this question from the tender age of 8 and eventually gave up knowing that my life was never going to change.
My name's Kairi Santez, Daughter of the great alpha and luna, Ray and belle Santez. I also have an older brother named Max. But none of that matters, I'm not treated like one of them. Like family. I also gave up on that pretense a while ago. Now from the age of 6, I've been treated like a slave, The pack's slave. Having to do their bidding, and half of their daily chores but the alpha's
My parent's are dispicable excuses for a human being let alone a werewolf. They shove me away up in the highest room of the pack's house to, most likely keep me away from them. I'm humiliated, beaten daily and starved. Giving me just enough to carry on living, but they continue to call me such names like "fat" and "ugly" But knowing if i was ugly, i wouldn't know. I haven't looked in a mirror for a while. Last time i did i got a beating, which strangly enough i couldn't remember. They must have whacked me in the head a good few times because the only proof i had of the beatings were the cuts covering my broken body.
The clothes they'd give me were little more than rags, apart from my school uniform. They wouldn't want the school to know how the were treating me and continuously threatened me telling me to make up some excuse if they ever were to see the marks on me. Though you could see my ribs poking through the fabric sometimes. And my shoulders were always sticking out in a sharp curved blade.
The room they'd spared me didnt even deserve to be called a room. With a damp ceiling and mossy walls. My bed only a matress on the floor and my furniture being a chair and rotting desk in the corner. The beds in the lower floors belonging to the pack were like a luxury compared to mine.
I knew i couldn't take much more of this. My worsening condition scared me each day, making me fearful if yet relieved that i might die the next day. If only i didnt contain such stubborn blood of an alpha i might have been spared the pain of today.
"KAIRI! get your fat ass down here now!" i froze. Knowing who's voice that belonged to and hearing the barely contained fury vibrating from it. I knew what was to come if i went down there. I was only prolonging the enevitable. Taking a deep breath i hoisted myself up from the chair in my room, limping slightly from last night's beating.
As i entered the bright white kitchen. I was met with a smack across the face, spining in a full circle before finally falling to the floor. The voice. The hit. It was my older brother. My tormentor
Holding my hand to my cheek, feeling the sting of tears coming, I blinked them back before putting on an emotionless face and standing up, knowing that my brother would enjoy seeing the tears and emotions coming from me. As he used to before i put up this blank facade.
I walked over to the cooker before starting to fry up some bacon and eggs, knowing that was what my brother had wanted.
"I'm sorry, sir. Your food will be but a minute". I was required to call all men and women "sir" and "miss" knowing what would happen if i went against my parents wishes, as i had once before.
"About bloody time too..." my brother grumbled before slouching into the nearest chair and snatching the newspaper off the table.
I glanced at the clock. 7:30 great i was going to be late. Knowing it would take me a full 20 minutes to walk to school by 8. Unlike the rest of the pack. I obviously didn't have cars that could take me there in under 5 minutes. I still had the rest of the packs breakfast to do before getting ready to leave.
I served up my brothers food before getting started on the rest. I finally finished 10 minutes later, having to cook for 40 odd people.
I could start getting ready to leave and in 5 minutes i'd got everything ready and left the house. he place i've unwillingly been calling home all these years. I was dreading school as well. My brother and his best friend would be tormenting me again today, But Zane Black, my brothers best friend was a total heart throb, the guy all girls want and the man every guy wanted to be. Cool, Smart, Popular. These described him well as well as hot. I've had a crush on him since childhood. Him coming from a closely allianced pack, the light mist pack. As was he the alpha.
Him and the thought of finding my mate were the only things keeping me attatched to this world but knowing that i couldn't have either. Deep down i knew my mate would reject me, i was nothing like the girl every guy wanted for their mate and to be honest, i felt sorry for whoever ended up with me as a mate. As much as it hurt me to say it, i knew it was true. I would never be loved.
My life will never be right ever. So untill my death, i'll keep waiting for this suffering to end. And eventually fall into the deep dark abyss that torments me everyday.
Hoping i'd get a second chance in death. Looking far out across the open lake stretched out before me as a walked, I shed a lonley tear...
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WerewolfKairi was never like the rest of her pack, and never did she think she ever will be. Instead of the daughter of an Alpha she was treated like the pack slave, refused to accepted by her own parents and only brother, cast aside by her mate, another pa...
