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I wish I was your everything

You're perfect, I'm worthless

A lost sea, no one wants to dive in me

Or swim because I look like a him when I'm a she

Life is so confusing

But aren't we all?

I remember the time you locked me in the bathroom stall

You made me feel worthless

Like I am nothing at all

Which is true

Everyone was laughing ...including you

Which hurt me more than pain

The following day I cried walking home

From school

And thanked the heavens it rained so my

Tears wouldn't stain my face

Or burn my skin, because I can't erase

The pain you have caused me within

It's all indescribable

The emotions inside me tangle

Loose spaghetti noodles that just can't mingle

Yea, I'd like to strangle.

And I wonder why I'm single and alone

With no one to hold or love.

I live in a dark place with a dark face

Call me dark soul/

My dwelling is so silent yet so loud

My mind speaks more than my mouth

I try to shut it down.

These words need to be said aloud

For everyone to hear and acknowledge

They need to know the truth

About what they do to me

And how I should kill myself

Maybe the truth will set me free.

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