L stands for Lose

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I loved her with all my heart but it was never enough
Months later, feelings are hushed, no longer does the blood rush
The butterflies all died in a way, the way she turned me down and all the world became gray
And the planes all crashed, the windows broken
I try to sleep at night, but my pillows are soaken
A flood came and it wasn't just from tears
My heart's bleeding cause I loved her all these years
And it doesn't matter to her, that was my biggest fear
That's all that comes true - not the love I dreamed of
Not the hand holding, not the kisses, not the not long talks, not my wishes
I am sat here wishin' that I never loved you
Because apparently it affects you too
I'm sorry for everything I didn't do, what I should have did
Next time I'll never tell my crush what I feel for them
I'll just lock my heart inside a safe
Swallow it whole, leaving nothing without a trace

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